silenttype86

It sucks when you've had an unrequited love for about hmm 4 years, almost had a chance at dating said perosn about 4 years back but were too 'honorable' to date her while she was with someone. So few months later after giving up hear she is with some new guy...

now 3 years later she is still with that guy, but every now-and-then flirts and such, and not too long back asked if I would be up to fooling around to test the waters. Now since then I havn't made a move because i am a wuss and hate going behind peoples backs.... now a friend of mine told me that he and her have been talking since Saturday non-stop, took her out to the movies etc.

Talk about missing the same chance twice with the same person, when will i get out of my little shell and go after the thing I want the most? Ugh, I am such a loser it isn't even funny. Sad thing is he's a good guy, and he would prolly make her happy, and for that I hope it does work between them, but I am jealous as hell. ESPECIALLY if she leaves her current guy for him, I will be pissed because i told her multiple times she should leave him... guess I should have been more clear and added I would kill to get with her, tried harder, I dunno.

Okay that ends my rant, just had to vent a bit