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silentobjectorx

Chicago/The Black Lodge/Seventh and Ninth Circle of Hell/Head of Research at Miskatonic Uni Eldritch Audio Research Department

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"Then my fever broke..."

May 24, 2023
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So this won't be a great or even good blog post. I'll be gone from here on out for a while... Possibly forever. I'm tired if I'm honest and my patience for life, certain others in my life and time are running thin. I'm not looking for sympathy and I'm not going to reply to any messages over this post. Comments or PMs. No replies (sorry). I just wanted to say what will most likely happen so it doesn't come from third party sources that know me or if it never comes out. Hopefully, I find reason to keep moving forward but if not, now you know. I'm also not psyched/looking forward to this cancer screening/mammography on June 1st, don't know if I'll even go now.

To those of you that I've talked with, even once, thank you for always being amazing and loving/caring people. You're all truly amazing. To those I've never met, I'm sure you're all great people too. Keep on fighting the good fights and make sure the world is a better place for the future inhabitants no matter how futile it seems ecologically speaking. Futility in other areas, I understand fully.

Much love, keep being who you are and take shit from no one. I hope you all have the loves, successes and happiness in your lives that you deserve. You're worth it. Trust me on that. No matter how little or much I know about you.

Bye.

Nick

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silentobjectorx:
@fredhincanada dude, thank you so much man.  Seriously.  You haven't known me on here all that long and I appreciate the support from you!  You're a solid dude and glad to have met you here!  Thanks for the encouragement and I really do appreciate the fuck out of it and you man!
Aug 14, 2023
silentobjectorx:
@zweitesich I've said it a bunch already today man but thank you :)  You're a good friend here and fantastic always man!  I'm looking forward to our little shares here on the site again!  You rock man!
Aug 14, 2023

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