I am trying to just fight all the feelings of depression and get back to being active on the site. I know I said it would be a while still. But, thanks to the support of wonderful people like @olgakulaga @rare and @felicity as well as many more, I am just trying to push all the negative things going on in my messed up mind to the back of it. I'm not going to "bottle it up" as that never works for anyone long term and is not healthy. I merely want it to just be something that I barely think about even though I know that isn't really a great "plan" at all either.
But, I want to be active here again and so I want this to just come to an end for me and this depression. I saw my doctor this week and had them prescribe a new anti-depressant for me and hopefully, once it has had enough time to build up in my system, it will make things easier in that arena of shitty feelings.
Much thanks, appreciation and love to all of you that have been there for me no matter if it was one comment or multiple checks on me to make sure I am alright. You're all wonderful and amazing people and as I have said before, this is the only site I truly feel one hundred percent comfortable on. Thank you all again and I hope to be around much more in the days and weeks to come!
Love and positive vibes for everyone and may we all move towards a better tomorrow <3
