silentobjectorx

@felicity and @rare I am not leaving for good (as of yet.) and I may return shortly.  I just need to get my head straight on some things and I'll probably be back soon.  Thank you both and everyone else for that matter that has shown concern.  I appreciate it and I hope to be back and posting in a few weeks possibly.  We'll see how I fare in the following weeks to come.  Maybe I'll find some light in the tunnel I seem to be continually living in instead of walking through.  It's like I've "set up shop" in this damned darkness around me and I really don't (for some reason) want to leave just yet.  Maybe I'm just being too sensitive about things that have happened in the last seven months or so to myself, my family and friends but I would like to think there is a reason for all this sadness beyond the obvious reasons.  Don't lose hope or give up on me yet okay??  Much love to you both and everyone else too <3  I do appreciate all of you immensely  <3