"Goodbye mama and papa. Goodbye Jack and Jill. The grass ain't greener, the wine ain't sweeter, either side of the hill." - Jerry Garcia
Harry McClintock "Big Rock Candy Mountain".
So, as a fitting track for my feelings this early afternoon, it's one from Tool, off their momentous album Aenima, "Eulogy." I hope you enjoy it. Or not. I'm on the fence about posting this since it might jinx some bad things but whatever. Enjoy. Hopefully, I'll be back in a good enough frame of mind to be back full time soon. Bear with me...
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weedfarmer:
@SILENTBJECTORX Brother that's one thing, we all have is time. We'll be here, so take some time. Concert ticket collection, on my page.
As it says, it's Chromatics off the deluxe version of the Cherry album with the track "I Can't Keep Running." I hope you enjoy it. It's a dream like but very sad song. Either way, enjoy.
So I made a new YouTube channel called AutoNixVideoAudioBlogs. This first video I recorded earlier today and it was done on my phone but if people like this video (even though it's only audio of me.) I will make better and more focused videos topic wise as well as quality wise. I will say that this first broadly arching audio rant has been mildly cathartic...
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I submit this into evidence in the court of public opinion of my own volition.
This world, life, society, time has taken almost everything and everyone I care for and about from me.
I've been stripped of my loved ones and ideologies like a military member being stripped of all his rank promotions one at a time.
This isn't living.
This isn't exactly being dead...
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felicity:
I love the way you write.
chroi:
so glad you expressed your feelings with us it's not good to keep it all in. I completely understand, all can be so overwhelming at times. I try to live each day the best way I can and know how to, be kind, show love and care and don't add to the amount of crap things that happen in this world. All we can do is be and do the best we can. I don't worry about you just think of you and hope for the best for you always. Take care sweetie and stay strong <3
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chroi:
sorry to hear about that my luv, positive vibes to you and thinking of you x
silentobjectorx:
Thank all of you @bookcouple, @felicity, @weedfarmer, @soiledsuicide, @chroi it means a lot to me that you're all so supportive. I will be back in a day or two to talk about what has happened. I might come back late, late tonight to write a creative writing piece but other than that, it'll be a few days until I'm back to "normal" whatever that means.
Yep, you read right! Aphex Twin! From his album Collected Ambient Works 85-92, I give you the lengthy and amazing track "Ptolemy" and I hope you all enjoy it! Richard D. James is THE best in the realm of electronic/IDM/glitch styles of music! Have a good day, I'll be back later after I sleep!
fatebringer1312:
nice, i love aphex
Oh "spirit molecule" make me see those beautiful clockwork cities once more.
Make me see the alien beings that speak the languages never heard by any man yet fully understandable, once more.
I long for the connectivity to the "backstage" of the universe, behind the curtains and bushes of reality here on Earth.
The void and the sheer magnitude of the deep, unrelenting darkness is...
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silentobjectorx:
@hiptobes, @therustycheez, @chroi and @weedfarmer thank you for the kind words and funny responses to my zombie Jesus reference in equal measure! I had a great day aside from one thing I don't wanna talk about just yet until I know more. But other than that, everything is golden so thank you all again!
weedfarmer:
@SILENTBJECTORX Brother that one thing, your thinking about, tells me you had a good 420 weekend.
I "forgot" to say happy 420 to all my stoner friends on site!! By forgot I mean I have been getting high all day and forgot to wish everyone on site a happy 420 haha! I also forgot to mention Happy Bicycle Day yesterday for the historic bike ride on LSD after it was discovered in 1943 on the 19th so, a belated Happy Bicycle...
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weedfarmer:
Happy 420 weekend my brother. Iam enjoying my 420 weekend with family and friends. And this good Kentucky weed.
From their first and in my opinion, best album, Deicide, I give you "Sacrificial Suicide" and I hope my death/satanic metal friends and everyone else enjoys it! A brutal and bad ass track for sure!