silentmayhem

so i spent all day in bed except when i got the energy to play some ps3 kung fu panda. i was feeling better when i went to bed last nite. i even went to bed early. wtf? 10:30 is extremely early for me.
i woke up this morning feeling worse than yesterday. i mean you know you're sick when those crappy syfy movies actually...
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i finally get two days off in a row. and i'm terribly sick. i'm all about rest and relaxation. but i didn't want rest to be a vital necessity. i wanted to tend to my garden, plant me some daisies and water my tulips. just my luck.
i can't even get outta bed without the room around me swirling beyond recognition. i tried to watch...
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whata fucking day. only 6 hours but dammit felt much longer with all the little tedious errands i had to do. i just wanna scream at them fuckers "LEAVE ME ALONE WITH YOUR NONSENSE BULLSHIT QUESTIONS!"
ARGH....
okay i vented. i feel waaay better. i just feel bad when i can't get my frustration out when i'm working. feels like a tiny ball of anger...
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i had so mcuh fun last night at the local redneck dive bar. lots of shots, laughter & love. i want more nights just like last night! i hope to go out more. i realized how much of a recluse i've been lately. i want to make an attempt to connect with the quiet town folk surrounding me.

it's amusing how squimish religious folk can...
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I'm immensely enjoying SG! I'm learning the ins-& outs. There are so many intriguing people, so litttle time.... *sigh*

looking 2 make new friends! always love 2 chat- via text,email or web. im an insomniac!