So I'm going to leave a dirty post.
Here's the deal, I currently have no life. Which is not a bad thing, it lets me focus on writing and pursuing more knowledge. One snag in the pursuit of knowledge, I've been reading 'Alone with the Alone, the Creative Imagination in the Sufism of Ibn 'Arabi' (yes, that's the full title of the book) by the...
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Here's the deal, I currently have no life. Which is not a bad thing, it lets me focus on writing and pursuing more knowledge. One snag in the pursuit of knowledge, I've been reading 'Alone with the Alone, the Creative Imagination in the Sufism of Ibn 'Arabi' (yes, that's the full title of the book) by the...
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So, my last post was a bit of a beat myself-up emo rant. I'm sorry for those who read it. I'm better now. So I will quote Mystikal:
You keep bumpin' me against the wall
I know I let you slide before
but until you seen me... trust me
you ain't seen bouncin' back
I'd quote the rest of the song, but that will take...
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You keep bumpin' me against the wall
I know I let you slide before
but until you seen me... trust me
you ain't seen bouncin' back
I'd quote the rest of the song, but that will take...
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sophie:
much better! yes! write it! write it and this time you'll have two people to read your work!
one caveat: have you seen the movie Sideways? it's an independent film in theaters now. from the guy that directed or wrote the film Election. ok anyways, if by any chance you are a writer in the sense that the lead character in that movie is, then i am sorry, i shall have to spank you and send you to an editor. a real one, not a pretend one like me.

one caveat: have you seen the movie Sideways? it's an independent film in theaters now. from the guy that directed or wrote the film Election. ok anyways, if by any chance you are a writer in the sense that the lead character in that movie is, then i am sorry, i shall have to spank you and send you to an editor. a real one, not a pretend one like me.

My heart beats only out of habit
that's my new fucking mantra
the world shits on me on a daily basis and I grow tired of it. Going out with 'friends' reinforces why I am a social pariah. I let people fuck me over and don't do anything about it until it's too fucking late. Shove my ass in a blender and call me dip....
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that's my new fucking mantra
the world shits on me on a daily basis and I grow tired of it. Going out with 'friends' reinforces why I am a social pariah. I let people fuck me over and don't do anything about it until it's too fucking late. Shove my ass in a blender and call me dip....
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sophie:
oh you adorable little pariah. i want to chew you up and spit you out but i don't. i want to give you what you want, but is verbal abuse really it?
how about a backrub instead? maybe some finger painting? fresh chocolate chip cookies? a really good book?
when you feel this way you must treat yourself. if no one else will be good to you, it is up to you to take the lead. your brain is so big, direct it towards thinking up release, relaxation, renewal.
or just get mad at this posting and hate me.
how about a backrub instead? maybe some finger painting? fresh chocolate chip cookies? a really good book?
when you feel this way you must treat yourself. if no one else will be good to you, it is up to you to take the lead. your brain is so big, direct it towards thinking up release, relaxation, renewal.
or just get mad at this posting and hate me.

sophie:
eeeee he he he he he! the LORAX!!!!!
it's 10 am and I'm drinking. That can only mean one thing... that I'm drinking at 10 am.
I have two people on my friend list now. Sweeeeeeet. Hmm, that was cliche. Well, anyways. That means people might actually be reading what I'm writing. Weird.
HOLY SHIT people are actually reading my drivel. I need to learn how to spell... I can fuck up standard...
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I have two people on my friend list now. Sweeeeeeet. Hmm, that was cliche. Well, anyways. That means people might actually be reading what I'm writing. Weird.
HOLY SHIT people are actually reading my drivel. I need to learn how to spell... I can fuck up standard...
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abra:
10 am...what were you drinking? i like getting drunk in the daytime.
i've been reading your stuff; more on that later.
xo
abra.
i've been reading your stuff; more on that later.
xo
abra.
so...
yeah...
I have an obsession with Catholic and Orthodox iconography, Islamic angel artwork, Nikolas Roerich's paintings, Lethem's Fortress of Solitude, Cthulhu in a pimp hat with pimp accessories, becoming an amalgamation of the Proffessor (from Gilligan's Island) and that bad-boy dude from Breakfast Club, Asian Dub Foundation, Situationism and French women (preferably naked, serving me coffee, teaching me dirty phrases in French and having...
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yeah...
I have an obsession with Catholic and Orthodox iconography, Islamic angel artwork, Nikolas Roerich's paintings, Lethem's Fortress of Solitude, Cthulhu in a pimp hat with pimp accessories, becoming an amalgamation of the Proffessor (from Gilligan's Island) and that bad-boy dude from Breakfast Club, Asian Dub Foundation, Situationism and French women (preferably naked, serving me coffee, teaching me dirty phrases in French and having...
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sophie:
where the hell did you come from?!
wtf? referencing asian dub foundation, aesop rock, and catholic iconography in the same journal posting? and leaving me the most ridiculous comment in the world?
i ♥ you!
if i didn't have a boyfriend i'd drive on over to colorado and scoop you up!
how long have you been on suicidegirls? and why haven't you asked for my hand in friendship yet? oh alright fine. i need someone that doesn't question my ridiculous postings, but rather, matches and encourages them. whit for whit. wit for wit. will you join my coterie?

wtf? referencing asian dub foundation, aesop rock, and catholic iconography in the same journal posting? and leaving me the most ridiculous comment in the world?
i ♥ you!
if i didn't have a boyfriend i'd drive on over to colorado and scoop you up!
how long have you been on suicidegirls? and why haven't you asked for my hand in friendship yet? oh alright fine. i need someone that doesn't question my ridiculous postings, but rather, matches and encourages them. whit for whit. wit for wit. will you join my coterie?

Finished at last... now only four more semesters to go and then I am free! FREE! FREE! I tell you... oh wait, grad school. Piss.
Get to put the finishing touches on my stories tonight, because creative writing finals rock and we will be having a luncheon, while I get tore up on some PBR or 40s (choices choices choices) at my Professor's house. Sheer...
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Get to put the finishing touches on my stories tonight, because creative writing finals rock and we will be having a luncheon, while I get tore up on some PBR or 40s (choices choices choices) at my Professor's house. Sheer...
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abra:
i'd like to read your work. i even have qualifications (other than basic literacy): i've taken a few writing classes and i used to be a writing tutor.
your comments on my poetry were actually quite astute; you chose my favorite lines.
i'm thinking of the naropa institute writing program in boulder. you know anything about it?
your comments on my poetry were actually quite astute; you chose my favorite lines.
i'm thinking of the naropa institute writing program in boulder. you know anything about it?
abra:
you can be a hedgehog, my dear. and you can have the professor and that judd dude. anything for you.
One big hurrah for finals! HURRAH
I'm glad to get this fucking semester is nearly over, only two more years and grad school ahoy, only a few more months and I am off to St. Petersburg RU for a slavic summer...
Grant Morrison is a reality bending comic book genius and so is Scott Morse for that matter...
Go out and read Red Earth and...
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I'm glad to get this fucking semester is nearly over, only two more years and grad school ahoy, only a few more months and I am off to St. Petersburg RU for a slavic summer...
Grant Morrison is a reality bending comic book genius and so is Scott Morse for that matter...
Go out and read Red Earth and...
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Happy Thanksgiving y'all

abra:
furbies are scary, damnit.
i love your profile pic.
i love your profile pic.
just a short little note
Thomas Pynchon made his second appearance on the Simpsons last night raving wasabi hot wings. In fact one of his lines involved a parody of his work, entitled: The Latke of Lot 49 - because nothing is better than kosher food and the greatest Author this side of James Joyce and Mikhail Bulgakov.
Sadly, I could not find a still...
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Thomas Pynchon made his second appearance on the Simpsons last night raving wasabi hot wings. In fact one of his lines involved a parody of his work, entitled: The Latke of Lot 49 - because nothing is better than kosher food and the greatest Author this side of James Joyce and Mikhail Bulgakov.
Sadly, I could not find a still...
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Social D motherfuckin' rocked last night (or the night before cuz I'm writing this at 4am)! That is all