silentchild

yeah. i know. having an alter-ego is lame! to thine own self be true!

i am working toward the day when i am 100% me all the time all the livelong day. but until someone wants to pay me for that, i must keep working. i shall find the answer. i shall.

i'm excited for your band practice. you seemed so happy after the last one! actually, paging back through your journal entries, it would seem that you've had quite a few good days in a row. dope!

so, tell us more about this crush of yours. is she in one of your classes? i wonder if she has an sg membership.... that would be hot.

Thanks for your comment on my set!

hmmm. it's hard to say.

i want so very badly to be supportive but usually i need:

1. a character that i feel connected to, sympathetic with

if i can't have that, i'll take:

2. sparse prose peppered with a few powerful word clusters cropping up like wildflowers in a field.

and if i can't have that, i'll take:

3. action, a plot that moves like a full river, pulling me along, over, in, under.

so. what to say? these are just elements that i need. for other tastes this story fragment is perhaps just perfect. write it if you feel compelled to, because this story needs out of your head! if not, i know you have a jumble more stories, words, characters, moments up there in your glorious brain waiting to get out and be freed upon the paper or keyboard.

i think you're tops.

Thanks so much for the nice comment you left on my set!!!



Ok, I feel like an asshole now. I don't know what you are talking about happened in Asia. I am disconnected from the entire world, my cable is MIA! Whatever it is, it sounds horrible. I send all my love.

i think it's the end of the world as we know it.

blacking out is not a viable form of therapy. you already knew that. finding a good therapist is though. i can tell you this from experience, a good one is seriously worth it.

ok, and why do you tease me? here are some indicators that you're hot:

your ex wants you to call her
you might be rejoining one of your old bands
you need a job, purely so you can finish your tattoos
you list pen and paper as your 5 items that you can't live without

here is an indicator that doesn't really help me figure out if you're hot or not:

your profile pic

hmmm. let's see.

i would use my superpower on you to call your image forth, but i think i shall save it for more dire needs. also, it's much more potent when we're actually in the same city, as opposed to in this virtual reality. or perhaps if i had a digital camera, i could work some magic... *prays to santa and all his elves* on that note, i am glad you were there for santa in his time of need. it really does smart to see your woman betray you. it's always a blessing when you find someone out there that will help you get back in touch with your creativity. even if it is only a distraction, or an outlet.