silent_screams

hm i woke up late for work..but i never got a call from them or anything and its an hour later...hm i guess im at the point with this job and how i am scheduled..that i can just come in whenever the fuck i want hahaha...im sure not..its DQ for god sakes.
i need this day to get things done...i actually may be able to walk for my graduation...although the school is being a hardass about it...but i didnt realize how many people are on my side about this...there are many many people that are enraged that the school wont actually let me walk..i hope i can..
although im very bored with my life...and getting too overwhelmed with many things. yesterday all i could do was sit and cry and feel like my entire body was going to explode. i think i had a minor panic attack...i used to get those every once in a while...it was bad (driving 100 on the freeway while convulsing just trying to get to my best friend)
i really cant wait to go on my roadtrip...im just not entirely sure where yet.i just want to have a lot of fun while im gone...i really hope that it will be life changing...hmmm
well im going to go do something productive..*cough* probably smoke ahahaha *cough*
later