silencio

It's time to find a new job. A nice paying Monday through Friday job. No nights, no weekends, no bullshit. Just clock in, work, clock out, go home. I've outgrown this restaurant shit. I'm tired of working around children, assholes, and pregnant children. Yes, pregnant children. Now that I'm done with school, I don't need a job with a super flexible schedule. One of my...
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Insomnia rears its ugly head once again...

I've been journaling for over ten years now. It started when I was in Basic Training. Writing was the only escape I had in that two month period. It just became kind of habit from there. I use to pull guard shifts and I would write just to pass the time. After the Army, I just kept on...
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I started on the script today. Got a good feeling about it. Hope it turns out well.

What a weekend. What a week. Put in almost fifty hours at the restaurant. Even though the job is easy, it is still stressful. At least the paychecks are going to be big.

I ran into a friend at the show the other night. He is moving out his studio and into a two bedroom house or apartment. I was planning on staying at my...
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jesus saves Jesus saves. JESUS SAVES. Jesus Saves. Jesus saves! jesus saves? jesus saves. jesus saves (jesus saves) "jesus saves" jesus saves...

At the coffee shop right now. Ate a really good wrap and read a couple of articles about a musician I admire. So I'm in a good mood. I also slept a few hours which is fantastic. Woke up to the sounds of Mr. Monk thumping on the piano keys. I scanned a ton of pictures earlier. This was a good idea, since some of...
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I think SG has desensitized me to nudity...

Bought Freaks and Cool Hand Luke. Watched part of A Night In Paris...ha ha ah ahahahahahahahaha! One of the funniest flicks I've seen in a long time!

Band is coming together. Drummer is buying a new kit. I'm learning to play new songs.

I haven't slept in four days. Make that five. Fucking drugs. No, I'm not...
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WORTHLESS FAT CUNT. That perfectly describes the THING that ruined my night. I won't bore you with the details. It's actually quite silly and I don't understand why I'm so upset over it.

I can't wait to leave this fucking city.

In other news...

New pics are up!!! Hank III, Yo La Tengo, and Kittie pics are posted under my Music folder. Take a look! Plus, I have a few photos of my stay in New York last summer. I'm in the process of digitizing all my photos. I have more band and travel pics to post. I figured why let this stuff rot away in...
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Withdrawl is awful. That's what I've been going through the last couple of days. I am going to get another bottle of this stuff and then slowly ween myself off. Cold turkey is too difficult. Do research before going on medication. Don't trust your doctor. Go to other sources. My withdwrawl isn't too awful. I can tolerate it. But I've just found out that this...
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