I want your soul.
I will begin looking for a new job tommorrow. I can't stand the restaurant anymore. It feels as if 75% of the people that work there hate me. The remaining 25% are indifferent towards me. I've been there five years. That's a long fucking time in this business. No one respects me. I've got fucking teenagers trying to talk down to me and tell me what to do. Worthless fucking "managers" who don't know how to do shit. Stupid fucks. There's more to management than telling people what to do. You actually have to know what you're talking about. They sure don't. Oh well, fuck em. Summer time is the busiest. There gonna be hurting for a little while after I leave. I am capable of doing four jobs, cover for anyone, work the shittiest shifts, etc. They still treat me like shit. Just because I don't bow down and kiss their sorry fucking asses. Inbred losers. That's no joke either. One kid's parents are brother and sister. He's fucked up. But that's neither my fault nor my problem. So I'm not gonna pick up the slack for him. Or pamper him either. It's the little stuff that really gets on my nerves. No sense in boring the reader by telling you about it. The point is I'm getting a new fucking job. One that I might enjoy. I will apply at a book store. If they don't want me, then I'll go to the hospitals and get job there. I really didn't want to leave the restaurant. I'm even getting a raise! But I wouldn't stay even if they were paying me 20 fucking dollars an hour! It's not worth it. Life is too short for that fucked up shit. Sorry for all this negativity. I haven't been able to sleep for past three days due to all the stress. It really is messing me up as a person. I'd rather work another job that doesn't pay as much, but allows me to have a life and have energy to work on things outside of work. Like music and my screenplays! I behind schedule on that stuff. Ten hour shifts of cooking and I'm fucking wiped out. Fuck that. I just graduated and this is my last year in Missouri. I am going to enjoy it. Not throw it away on stupid shit. Sigh...
I hope everything in your part of the universe is much better.
bye
Captain Shoe
I will begin looking for a new job tommorrow. I can't stand the restaurant anymore. It feels as if 75% of the people that work there hate me. The remaining 25% are indifferent towards me. I've been there five years. That's a long fucking time in this business. No one respects me. I've got fucking teenagers trying to talk down to me and tell me what to do. Worthless fucking "managers" who don't know how to do shit. Stupid fucks. There's more to management than telling people what to do. You actually have to know what you're talking about. They sure don't. Oh well, fuck em. Summer time is the busiest. There gonna be hurting for a little while after I leave. I am capable of doing four jobs, cover for anyone, work the shittiest shifts, etc. They still treat me like shit. Just because I don't bow down and kiss their sorry fucking asses. Inbred losers. That's no joke either. One kid's parents are brother and sister. He's fucked up. But that's neither my fault nor my problem. So I'm not gonna pick up the slack for him. Or pamper him either. It's the little stuff that really gets on my nerves. No sense in boring the reader by telling you about it. The point is I'm getting a new fucking job. One that I might enjoy. I will apply at a book store. If they don't want me, then I'll go to the hospitals and get job there. I really didn't want to leave the restaurant. I'm even getting a raise! But I wouldn't stay even if they were paying me 20 fucking dollars an hour! It's not worth it. Life is too short for that fucked up shit. Sorry for all this negativity. I haven't been able to sleep for past three days due to all the stress. It really is messing me up as a person. I'd rather work another job that doesn't pay as much, but allows me to have a life and have energy to work on things outside of work. Like music and my screenplays! I behind schedule on that stuff. Ten hour shifts of cooking and I'm fucking wiped out. Fuck that. I just graduated and this is my last year in Missouri. I am going to enjoy it. Not throw it away on stupid shit. Sigh...
I hope everything in your part of the universe is much better.
bye
Captain Shoe