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Thinking, Thinking Thinking.. Thinking...Thinking.

I think i'm ready to go home. whatever
tattooedteddy:
Well the only advice I can give you...as stupid as it sounds....is write down on paper all the things you like and dislike about both places.

Not much help.Sorry. smile
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I believe it was quite evident that i was shitfaced in that last entry due to spelling mistakes and such.
I am ok. Woke up feeling tense. Thinking deeply about things I've already encountered but turning them into twisted tails all while lying awake in bed. It's insane. I feel cerebral. I lost my head on wine again. Felt good to be away from myself....
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tattooedteddy:
What am I going to do with you? I don't know whether to hug you or spank you. wink
Hang in there. frown
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tattooedteddy:
Going back to NY for good?
tattooedteddy:
Hey sweety, I sent you a letter to your aol account about a site that i joined called Catch27. Come join my pack. it will be fun. Kind of a stress relief for me.
smile
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confused whatever shocked biggrin
tattooedteddy:
Any redness, swelling, lumps/bumps? Do you have heat coming from the area with pain? You should get up and go to the emergency room. Don't fuck around.

Go get it looked at PLEASSSSSEEEEEE!!!!

In my profile pic on the bike. Look closely you will see a scar that runs down my leg. I neglected a broken leg and ankle and tried to walk on it. In doing so...I shattered more bones. I had to have 4 seperate surgeries to reconstruct my left leg and ankle.

I'm not saying yours is that bad. But, if you think something is broke. Get it looked at... don't screw around.

So if your reading this...shut down the computer, call a friend/cab, and get your butt to the hospital. Someone has to look after you. wink kiss smile

And as fucked up as this is going to sound. You have been there for me over this past month or so with words that I needed to here. You have comfort me and made me laugh. Aaaahhh fuck it. Love yah. You have become a true friend!!! So get your ass to the hospital!!! smile
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ppppfffft. I dont remember writing this entry.. so it goes bye bye. surreal
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Hey.

I spent 2 hours at work playing tetris. 1 hour putzing around myspace, 2 hours sifting through Anthropology and Asian studies articles for one of the professors.
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chino_4q:
and the address to your friend's house is...? biggrin
pumpkineater:
thanks!

hey....wait a minute.....
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pumpkineater:
i know this well...and sometimes i feel the same.
tattooedteddy:
I wasn't going to read anyones Journal today. But, you have just seemed so down. I needed to check in. Friendship means alot to me. It is a bond that I hold dearly to my heart. I'm the real FUCKING deal....no BULLSHIT here.

You have a friend hear. Take those words you write and express them in your music...your true love. If you get the chance read my journal. OK...

You take care of yourself.
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tattooedteddy:
frown confused shocked surreal mad whatever blackeyed ARRR!!! puke smile blush kiss love miao!!

"The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything.They just make the best of everything."

2lbs weight lost is very good. The slowwer the weight comes off the longer it stays off. Don't kill yourself over this. Take a little at a time. I no...that sounds funny coming from someone who 320lbs. But, I guess I'm happy with my look. I can intimidate and scare people who I don't want close to me. I am that big TeddyBear who knows what a woman wants. I can be that true gentleman or I can be that hard core dominate person.

Be happy with who you are and everything else will fall in place.

Take care hun, Big Hug
ooo aaa
pumpkineater:
...you watched a porno?