sikkinyc

Any redness, swelling, lumps/bumps? Do you have heat coming from the area with pain? You should get up and go to the emergency room. Don't fuck around.

Go get it looked at PLEASSSSSEEEEEE!!!!

In my profile pic on the bike. Look closely you will see a scar that runs down my leg. I neglected a broken leg and ankle and tried to walk on it. In doing so...I shattered more bones. I had to have 4 seperate surgeries to reconstruct my left leg and ankle.

I'm not saying yours is that bad. But, if you think something is broke. Get it looked at... don't screw around.

So if your reading this...shut down the computer, call a friend/cab, and get your butt to the hospital. Someone has to look after you.

And as fucked up as this is going to sound. You have been there for me over this past month or so with words that I needed to here. You have comfort me and made me laugh. Aaaahhh fuck it. Love yah. You have become a true friend!!! So get your ass to the hospital!!!

and the address to your friend's house is...?

thanks!

hey....wait a minute.....

i know this well...and sometimes i feel the same.

I wasn't going to read anyones Journal today. But, you have just seemed so down. I needed to check in. Friendship means alot to me. It is a bond that I hold dearly to my heart. I'm the real FUCKING deal....no BULLSHIT here.

You have a friend hear. Take those words you write and express them in your music...your true love. If you get the chance read my journal. OK...

You take care of yourself.

"The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything.They just make the best of everything."

2lbs weight lost is very good. The slowwer the weight comes off the longer it stays off. Don't kill yourself over this. Take a little at a time. I no...that sounds funny coming from someone who 320lbs. But, I guess I'm happy with my look. I can intimidate and scare people who I don't want close to me. I am that big TeddyBear who knows what a woman wants. I can be that true gentleman or I can be that hard core dominate person.

Be happy with who you are and everything else will fall in place.

Take care hun, Big Hug

...you watched a porno?

wow..felt great to get that out..

well you can always come here to get shit out and feel better

damn, well i was drinking last night too but just not that heavy lol i dont know why eather......... BTW i want my under falling skies CD!!!!!! lol please?

damn, it happends i've had a few bad shows, eather the show was to boring or the gear doesnt want to work...... this is one of my bad shows: im playing a into the 4th song or so i go to switch to clean on my pedal board, the next thing you know it stays on distortion and fucks the whole song up, turns out my pedal board broke that night damn Digitech, im switching to boss.... when i have the money lol, yea well we all know not to worry about it, stupid shit happends all the time. Im playing a show on the 23rd in Rockaway Park, i hope all goes well by the way under falling skies are awesome, im hooked lol. i want my CD!!!!!!!!!!

2001- i woke up listening to "OMG" over and over again, ran outside my room to see the twin towers on fire on TV, looked out my window in "Far Rockaway Queens" and saw smoke over the whole intire sky on my side, the huge train of smoke and watched as they fell. Two days later had a sad birthday... days later a plane crashing in queens right after take off, being kinda scared being that i live right next to JFK airport. A week later i met my "the love of my life" and one of the best things that could ever happen to me "my birthday present" a lot of bad around that time but thankful for something good coming along around that time. I know exsacly what you mean and trust me i am very thankful of everything...... 2001 with be forever in my mind for the good and bad around that time.

to tell you the truth no bullshit, you just inspired me to write a song on acoustic guitar about 9/11......... thank you