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I tried switching to Marlboro lights to quit. I smoked Camel light wides or Camel filters before. Didn't work. Just got used to the Marlboro lights and smoked them religiously. You've just got to get pissed off enough to go cold turkey. It's the only way.

I can't seem to face up to the facts
I'm tense and nervous and I
Can't relax
I can't sleep 'cause my bed's on fire
Don't touch me I'm a real live wire

"It bothers me a little bit to see her with another guy, but only because she is the one that screwed around and I suffer loneliness. I'm tired of getting the raw end of the deal in life. Blah. Anyway.

My loneliness comes and goes. As long as I can keep busy, I'm okay. It's hard and it sucks.

To a degree, it's my own fault I'm single. I've had opportunities with girls and dated a few, but I can't commit. My last girlfriend cheated on me a lot and the one before her is a total psycho. I'm scared, damn it!"

I know all too well exactly where you are coming from. Sorry I'm a little late in reply, but I haven't been on here. And now you're leaving. Isn't that the way it goes? Take care sweetie, and I hope you get what you deserve, because it's not what you've ben given. xoxoxo

Damn. I just noticed another one of my favorites has been archived. Beautiful Lilith. I'm still keeping Louise as my crush, though.

i wish i could find that power of not being sick of being single...

yes- yes i do...

man update already.
i guess u are busy not fucking around- i should be doin the same thing...

good luck on the job nicoleelee and katie are very pretty... nicolelee is also super nice if you need a new fav girl...

Hi just going through profiles

lol- kids and commercials- kinda like how my daughter thinks subway is called "subway eat fresh"
oh dont remind me of alcohol and vomiting- not a nice night recently. im such an alcoholic- hey if u get a job with miller hook me up! ; )