siiix

I'm ready to blow away

Dust in the wind and all that jazz

Put me in your hand

And blow me away

Help me figure this out:

My boss' daughter asked if I was gay. He told her I am straight. She replied that I am too pretty to be straight.

Is this a good thing or a bad thing? Weirdness abound.

I guess that's just how it's going to be.

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I've lived to bury my desires,
And see my dreams corrode with rust;
Now all that's left are fruitless fires
That burn my empty heart to dust.

- Aleksandr Pushkin

I think I might be allergic to Vodka. Not deathly allergic or anything, but it affects me in a way that no other alcohol does. My bartender, yes, *MY* bartender, Edye is allergic to Vodka. We were drinking Purple Hooters the other night and I noticed her cheeks getting all red....very red. It's the vodka that makes it happen. After mentioning her red cheecks she...
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*cough*

My sinuses are killing me, I have a cold, and some sort of chect congestion.

It's time to go drown my lungs in the refreshing blend of tobacco that only a Kool can offer.

*cough*

Once upon a time, I had so much energy deep inside that allowed me to draw without hesitation. I want that back...but i can't find it anymore. I just want to break all the tips off my pencils and rip the pages from my sketch books. I just want to sink into oblivion and never feel again.

I can't run. I can't hide. I'm surrounded...
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Birth - Life - Death

Yeah.

I'm tired.

Do you ever feel like it's time to leave? This summer I started getting this really strong vibe. I give myself 10 years. Yeah, I'm crazy, but that's beside the point. I always imagined myself moving to the next step in the cyle when I hit 50. I'm not so sure it's going to happen.

Do I...
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Yay!

I am my only friend.

I really don't want to be my friend, though!

And the system won't let me befriend myself!

I've been a bit busy, but I have to tell a little story from the Radiohead show a couple weeks ago.

I was feeling really "good", ahem, so everything was great once we finally found the car about 30 minutes after the show ended. My friends and I just hung out around the car, enjoying the buzz while everyone else tried to leave with very...
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