signspoint2fail

Well apparently it is time for my father to get hammered and be mad at me for no reason.

I love dealing with angry irrational drunks.

I hope you sense my sarcasm.

Hopefully I will be able to get a freaking job soon so I can move back out of this bitch.

But my car is broken, the car I was loaned broke down yesterday, and I have no income.

So I am pretty much fucked.

I hope he doesn't try and fight me again, last time I had to push him around a little to defend myself in a hallway and he just went and got a gun like a little bitch and kicked me out.

I wish there were some hot-line I could call to fix my life O.o

My family is of no help, not that they owe me anything but I see other people getting help from relatives they barley know anything about and I must admit that I am slightly jelly.

I don't know what to do. I honestly just want to sit in my room and play video games until I rot away into nothing. I am sick of trying to do something with myself and just getting shit on for it. I used to play games all the time because I love them and now I just play them because the escape they provide is much more appealing than the reality placed before me. As long as they help keep my sane though I guess I shouldn't be worried about it.