I hope you all had a great Halloween. Most of my friends were in vegas this year so those of us who stayed behind met up and had a little shin did. I was a total weaner roast but I had a lot of fun. We played some Super Smash Brothers, Pokemon Battle Revolution, and watched The Walking Dead. That show is freaking bad ass by the way.
In other new my love life has been rather confusing lately(insert gay joke here). I have met a couple really cool girls lately but two of them haven't really played out to be much of anything, and then there is this girl. She will remain nameless because this is the internet, but she is driving me nuts. We knew each other when we were both younger, I am 22 now and she is freshly 19. When we knew each other back then we used to be pretty close but it never really led to anything due to the age gap, and the fact that her father was my boss. She has recently begun to contact me on a semi regular basis just to talk or in all honesty try to bum a ride somewhere because she doesn't have a car.
A few weeks ago she started implying that I thought she was cute and I honed up to it due to the fact that I think she is gorgeous. A few days later I asked her out on a date and she declined because "that would just be weird." After that she didn't seem to have much to say for a few weeks, other then the occasional hello or can I get a ride. Then the other night she hit me up on facebook and we just started talking about random shit for hours and it ended in a conversation about masturbation and her having tiny hands after a few thats what she said jokes. That same night she invited me to a party that was happening on Saturday and I was up in the air about going for a few reasons but mainly because I don't enjoy hanging around stoners, and refuse to pay entry to parties. I ended up not going, and she ended up staying at home all night, but keep in mind I told her I wasn't going to go at about 11am and never agreed to go in the first place. I am also kind of thinking she is just trying to weasel something out of me even though I have never given her a ride anywhere, or helped her out in any other way. It just didn't feel sincere when she invited me, because she hasn't invited me anywhere in years.
So I don't know what the fuck is going on with all that. I would love to date the girl because when we do hit it off its always awesome, but I also don't want to be used. I guess I will just tread lightly and see what happens. If any of you female types have any insight feel free to let me in on the big secret.
I have also been looking for a new job because working for my father is complete and total crap. He has only paid me 350 dollars over the last month while he and my mother seem to be doing totally fine. I only started working for him because I was promised $2500 a month for my toils, of which I have only been paid once. The rest of the time its some money here and some money there while he and my mom just go about their normal lives while saying they have no money. I am absolutely livid that the same day I had to sell some of my personal belongings to have gas and smokes for the week my mom paid to have the carpets steam cleaned. That just really let me know that they are just to jaded to be saved. You would think that bankruptcy and close to 50k in unpaid taxes would make them a bit more finically responsible but not so much with that apparently. So its time for me to get a job somewhere and save up a bit of money, then get a room mate and leave.
I really regret ever coming back home. I should have just sacked up when I lost both my jobs and tried harder to get new ones while all my managers and I were still hanging out and on good terms. But instead I caved and took what I thought would be an easier road. Lesson learned.
I know my blogs are not the most amazing pieces of literature you have ever read. But I do appreciate it when you guys put in the effort
Maybe someday I will be able to finish my schoolin and they will become a bit better lol.
In other new my love life has been rather confusing lately(insert gay joke here). I have met a couple really cool girls lately but two of them haven't really played out to be much of anything, and then there is this girl. She will remain nameless because this is the internet, but she is driving me nuts. We knew each other when we were both younger, I am 22 now and she is freshly 19. When we knew each other back then we used to be pretty close but it never really led to anything due to the age gap, and the fact that her father was my boss. She has recently begun to contact me on a semi regular basis just to talk or in all honesty try to bum a ride somewhere because she doesn't have a car.
A few weeks ago she started implying that I thought she was cute and I honed up to it due to the fact that I think she is gorgeous. A few days later I asked her out on a date and she declined because "that would just be weird." After that she didn't seem to have much to say for a few weeks, other then the occasional hello or can I get a ride. Then the other night she hit me up on facebook and we just started talking about random shit for hours and it ended in a conversation about masturbation and her having tiny hands after a few thats what she said jokes. That same night she invited me to a party that was happening on Saturday and I was up in the air about going for a few reasons but mainly because I don't enjoy hanging around stoners, and refuse to pay entry to parties. I ended up not going, and she ended up staying at home all night, but keep in mind I told her I wasn't going to go at about 11am and never agreed to go in the first place. I am also kind of thinking she is just trying to weasel something out of me even though I have never given her a ride anywhere, or helped her out in any other way. It just didn't feel sincere when she invited me, because she hasn't invited me anywhere in years.
So I don't know what the fuck is going on with all that. I would love to date the girl because when we do hit it off its always awesome, but I also don't want to be used. I guess I will just tread lightly and see what happens. If any of you female types have any insight feel free to let me in on the big secret.
I have also been looking for a new job because working for my father is complete and total crap. He has only paid me 350 dollars over the last month while he and my mother seem to be doing totally fine. I only started working for him because I was promised $2500 a month for my toils, of which I have only been paid once. The rest of the time its some money here and some money there while he and my mom just go about their normal lives while saying they have no money. I am absolutely livid that the same day I had to sell some of my personal belongings to have gas and smokes for the week my mom paid to have the carpets steam cleaned. That just really let me know that they are just to jaded to be saved. You would think that bankruptcy and close to 50k in unpaid taxes would make them a bit more finically responsible but not so much with that apparently. So its time for me to get a job somewhere and save up a bit of money, then get a room mate and leave.
I really regret ever coming back home. I should have just sacked up when I lost both my jobs and tried harder to get new ones while all my managers and I were still hanging out and on good terms. But instead I caved and took what I thought would be an easier road. Lesson learned.
I know my blogs are not the most amazing pieces of literature you have ever read. But I do appreciate it when you guys put in the effort
Maybe someday I will be able to finish my schoolin and they will become a bit better lol.
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comixbookgurl:
I used to way back in the day
scary78:
Well my friend...I would say to take the same advice that you had given me about my friend...sounds kinda like a moocher to me and you are better than that! Go at your own risk!