signspoint2fail

So I went and played some 40k this Monday for the first time in 6 months or more. It was pretty fun and the crowd at the gaming store has people in my age group for once. However I seem to have lost more former control over a paint brush. I have been trying to paint up these new Space Marines I bought and I really am just sucking it up -.-
But relearning all the old tricks of the trade is a pretty decent expenditure of time so its not all bad.

In other news I got in a fight last Friday for the first time in over 3 years. It wasn't all that climatic the guy choked me I broke it off and hit him in the jaw as people scrambled to break it up. I find it amusing that dudes stand around and wait for a fight to happen then try and be a hero by grabbing the people involved. My mind hasn't been right since. I feel that it is unfinished business and my mind seems to be filled with anger that I am having a hard time keeping under my skin. Its even more frustrating that the dude started crying and pleading with people to forgive him. Now he is the victim in their eyes. The dude is over twice my size and a coward I really don't get how that worked out, not much I can do about it I guess.

I am still single and given the current atmosphere of my surroundings and social group I am pretty thankful for that. It seems like everyone is either breaking up cheating on one another having kids or all of the above. Totally willing to pass on that mess.

Aside from that its been a pretty good month. The winds of change are blowing strong and it feels good to shed some weight off my shoulders and grow and try different things. The mild sobriety thing is going pretty well for me and I really enjoy having my weekends back.

If you read it cheers if not I fell better anyway.