So going to pick up the stuff from the ex's pad tonight. That should be fun.

But tomorrow I head back up to Victorville to help my brother get some cars ready for sale

I have 2 solid jobs on the line right now so hopefully in the near future I will be able to get over this funk. I like working for my dad and all but I really don't see myself being happy in the mortgage industry. Its more like a mark of cain then a job to me.

I really want to move away from San Diego. The lifestyle here really isn't to my liking, it seems all people my age do here is nothing Monday-Thursday then get hammered on Friday and Saturday. I would like to live somewhere with more geeks and nerds or in a more rural area so I can go camping and fishing more often.

I just feel like I have nothing in common with anyone I know anymore. I am sick of people and their bands. If I made up a flyer that invited people to my house to watch me play xbox for 25-35 minutes for 10 dollars, and beverages were about 4-6 dollars, no one would come. Why the fuck is it apparently the friend thing to do to go to someone's show who is in a band I don't even really care for when they never do anything for me? Especially in San Diego, there are so many bands here. If you are getting close to 30 and your band still has to pay to play shows at shitty bars get a fucking life. Get a real job and buy a fucking house or something.

But anywhoo if in synopsis I guess I am searching for greener pastures.