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And just like that, a nine-month long labor of love goes down the tubes. Plenty of people claimed they wanted to help, but one person aside, this meant that they would give half-assed advice on the few occasions I'd get them to talk at all. There's something terribly painful about losing out on something like this again in two months' time, to what amounts to the same reason as I had to quit my dream job: people just couldn't be bothered to do anything, even if it helped them out, too.

No idea where to go from here anymore. I'm almost positive now that I've failed the exam, and that even if I do pass, pharmacy tech's going to be a job that'll suck my soul away. I don't know that I have the energy to start over on something like this. I've got until Monday to figure something out before the aforementioned one person jumps ship, not that I blame her - this shit's been no fun for a long time now. I just don't know that I can give up on something like this again, so soon after I kissed off my RPG writing career.

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