Sigma: The 18th letter of the Greek alphabet
The mathematical symbol for summation.
The source of integration in calculus.
The AI virus/Maverick leader/bad guy in the Mega Man X video game series by capcom pictured in his original body in the foreground of my avatar.
Borg: Abreviation for CyBorg - a synthetic enhanced biological organism.
A race in Star Trek which incorporates all other races and their technologies into it's-self by usage of a Hive Mind whose symbol is the background in my avatar.
Sigma of Borg: My AIM screen name.
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CHAOS!!!!
Everywhere!
For all the order death I almost suffered this winter I am now melting under the strain of Chaos.
My life is so nuts right now. My head is spinning, my thoughts are coming and going to quickly - it's all confusing in here!!!!
I HATE THIS!!!! IT MUST END!!!!
Mind: The projects, the readings, the upcoming tests at school are all about enough to choke a Jae on.
So much have I to assimilate in a few short weeks!!!
Heart: My gf is doing what they all do and trying to get inside my head. I'm not sure what will come of that, we are both leaving these shores soon enough, why worsen the lose?
Sara left yesterday for a month, she'll return bearing my mother. My mother on my home turf in Israel, wonderful
After mom comes I have to somehow pack up and move at the same timethat my girl will be doing the same and my best-mate will be moving back. Not to mention I may have to retake tests (let's hope not)
Soul: I need to read Illium, War and Peace, The Hope, The Divinci code, and some Ken Wilber and that's not to mention all the books I want to read in connection to Collectivity and all the school reading I need to do still.
I'm still writing Collectivity like their aint no tomorrow but I NEED to be focused on NeoArchiac Sigmatecism more right now, which I need to work on faster but I'm waiting for my philosophy student friend (who I know from childhood) to stop dragging his feet and hurry the hell up with his criticisms.
Body: I've been letting my workout routine slide now for about a month and I'm not loosing weight as quickly as I usually do at this time of year accordingly. Which is bad because when I return to the States it's very doubtful that I will loose any weight. THE WINTER FAT MUST GO!!!
Why did god put off summer so long this year???
I've sufficiently put in enoug requests with the army to discuss things with them that I got an appointment a day before one of my exams, which all things considered is a gift from heaven. Everytime I'm in an army controlled building I somehow feel a huge calm come over me and everything seems good. I think it's all the order - the army is the only thing in Israel which actually is composed of Order, I swear to god - who probably already knowns.
EDIT: It's strange how much easier everything seems after a full nights sleep.
The mathematical symbol for summation.
The source of integration in calculus.
The AI virus/Maverick leader/bad guy in the Mega Man X video game series by capcom pictured in his original body in the foreground of my avatar.
Borg: Abreviation for CyBorg - a synthetic enhanced biological organism.
A race in Star Trek which incorporates all other races and their technologies into it's-self by usage of a Hive Mind whose symbol is the background in my avatar.
Sigma of Borg: My AIM screen name.
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CHAOS!!!!
Everywhere!
For all the order death I almost suffered this winter I am now melting under the strain of Chaos.
My life is so nuts right now. My head is spinning, my thoughts are coming and going to quickly - it's all confusing in here!!!!
I HATE THIS!!!! IT MUST END!!!!
Mind: The projects, the readings, the upcoming tests at school are all about enough to choke a Jae on.
So much have I to assimilate in a few short weeks!!!
Heart: My gf is doing what they all do and trying to get inside my head. I'm not sure what will come of that, we are both leaving these shores soon enough, why worsen the lose?
Sara left yesterday for a month, she'll return bearing my mother. My mother on my home turf in Israel, wonderful
After mom comes I have to somehow pack up and move at the same timethat my girl will be doing the same and my best-mate will be moving back. Not to mention I may have to retake tests (let's hope not)
Soul: I need to read Illium, War and Peace, The Hope, The Divinci code, and some Ken Wilber and that's not to mention all the books I want to read in connection to Collectivity and all the school reading I need to do still.
I'm still writing Collectivity like their aint no tomorrow but I NEED to be focused on NeoArchiac Sigmatecism more right now, which I need to work on faster but I'm waiting for my philosophy student friend (who I know from childhood) to stop dragging his feet and hurry the hell up with his criticisms.
Body: I've been letting my workout routine slide now for about a month and I'm not loosing weight as quickly as I usually do at this time of year accordingly. Which is bad because when I return to the States it's very doubtful that I will loose any weight. THE WINTER FAT MUST GO!!!
Why did god put off summer so long this year???
I've sufficiently put in enoug requests with the army to discuss things with them that I got an appointment a day before one of my exams, which all things considered is a gift from heaven. Everytime I'm in an army controlled building I somehow feel a huge calm come over me and everything seems good. I think it's all the order - the army is the only thing in Israel which actually is composed of Order, I swear to god - who probably already knowns.
EDIT: It's strange how much easier everything seems after a full nights sleep.
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peggy:
That is a lot of stuff you have going on right now. You seem to have already broken it down somewhat into the different catagories of that's on your mind, but maybe if you prioritize it, it won't seem so much. Try to forget about the stuff that isn't as major, like the weight loss for example, if that ends up being towards the bottom. And then maybe you can start to eliminate these worries one by one, simply by focusing more attention on a single matter.
some_crazeh_dood:
but girlfriends are your heart and soul 