Music: Return of the King Soundtrack
Mood: Serene
I'm coming to the end of a 4 year cycle. Somehow when I finished High School the feeling was one of more completion and accomplishment then it is now, it's that funny? I suppose it's the maturity, the realization I have now that the battle against society can never end.
Let them keep fighting me, the hardest part has passed. The pivotal battle was won. They are about to grant me a degree irrespective of the fact that I've lived my first years on my own terms; clearly I've passed some sort of test. I suppose I should feel some triumph from that but the fact is it either had to be the case or I had to cease existing.
I can stop hiding now I think. I think it's time I became myself again and quit holding onto past pains that don't hurt anymore. I've won my freedom and beaten back my personal demons. There is no reason for me to hide anymore..
It's time to go home. This voluntary exile doesn't suit me any longer.
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NIN - We're in this together
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i've become
impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us (all used)
all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
all that we were is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone we have to hold
when all our hope is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone but we can hold on
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything
Mood: Serene
I'm coming to the end of a 4 year cycle. Somehow when I finished High School the feeling was one of more completion and accomplishment then it is now, it's that funny? I suppose it's the maturity, the realization I have now that the battle against society can never end.
Let them keep fighting me, the hardest part has passed. The pivotal battle was won. They are about to grant me a degree irrespective of the fact that I've lived my first years on my own terms; clearly I've passed some sort of test. I suppose I should feel some triumph from that but the fact is it either had to be the case or I had to cease existing.
I can stop hiding now I think. I think it's time I became myself again and quit holding onto past pains that don't hurt anymore. I've won my freedom and beaten back my personal demons. There is no reason for me to hide anymore..
It's time to go home. This voluntary exile doesn't suit me any longer.
======================
NIN - We're in this together
-------------------------------------------
i've become
impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us (all used)
all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
all that we were is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone we have to hold
when all our hope is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone but we can hold on
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything
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When you say time to go home what do you mean?