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Thursday May 06, 2004

May 6, 2004
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So like where did everyone go?

I'm prolly going to Italy and will get to meet/chill with Mnislahi!!!!

It's all very much in the air right now and I'm not sure I can juggle it with my already hectic schedule but I DESPERATELY need out of Israel for a while...it's been too long.

I've writen 50 pages of the book. It will be called 'Collectivity' but I'm not sure if I should subtitle it 'The next faze in human evolution' or 'A Cyberpunk philosophy'. Cuase fact is that it's about both. But if I subsequently write another book JUST about the philosophy then I can call it that, so I'll probably go with the former subtitle.

This week has been wierd. I've slept and eaten very little. Today felt like the first day of summer.

And walking through life with a book forming in your head is such a WIERD WIERD WIERD feeling. I don't want to ever try to explain it.

I've actually been very emo lately. In the mornings I feel very sad for some reason. I think I'm becoming lonely. I haven't felt lonely in many years but I think it has something to do with the book two. The big thing I want to do in life is be a writer and now that it's happening it's stiring up a bunch of shit inside of me. I've been reading books like a fiend for years and just THINKING mostly but also writing down some of my ideas and trying to make it all come together into something that makes sense in my head. And now I've done that.

You know what it is? I feel vindicated. I feel like years of going against the flow is about to pay off and all the shit I've done to push myself, cut myself off from people, and better myself is starting to have meaning.

I just got back from seeing 'Kill Bill' with Sara. It didn't leave much of an impression, but at least it finished the story off.

I have to get to schol work now. Hope everyone is enjoying life, and if your not then at leave you should have a reason not to be.

Does anyone know, btw, who was considered to be the youngest Philosopher? I'm only 22 I think I'm in the running; cuase I've made a philosophy.
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thejuanupsman:
Well I would respond that any world that recognizes Descartes as a philosopher and not Franklin is a sad, sad world. I don't know we read him, Payne, Voltaire, Jefferson & a few others that people probably don't think of as philosphers but the definition we went by was always "seeker of knowledge for its own sake". That would include Franklin in my book. And i think we all start as philospohers. It is just that most of us stop.
May 6, 2004
mnislahi:
EL SUICIDO LOCO
May 6, 2004

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