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One of these days I'm gonna tell someone with a bunch of links in their journal that their text is 'too hyper'

Did anyone else notice that instead of getting the scheduled ww3 we got www? (see Robert Heinlein's paper on futurization if you don't get this).

So, I had two reminders of my mortality happen within 10 minutes of eachother last night.

A little background infromation: I have this friend who dated this guy who she claims to have been her soulmate. And based on their relationship I'd have to agree with her on that. They were both as fuct up as eachother.

The guy was clinically depressed his whole life. Finally he found the most painful way possible to take his life (he planned this for 9 months) and did it about a mile away from his house in the night. He also left a rather long note on his computer about why he did it that wasn't particularly warm or hostile. It just was kinda bleak and honest.

So, long story short, I sensed this guy was going to kill himself about 3 weeks before it happened and tried to talk to him. Needless to say I was way too late.

Anyways (back to the present), last night I met a guy who is in EXACTLY the same condition that the other dude was in and I had a word for word same discussion with him that I had had with the other dude.

About 5-10 minutes after that I walked pasted a coffee shop I used to go to a lot this summer that has aparently since been bombed to shit and boarded up.