So, last month I signed up for Suicide girls again, I had debated on if I wanted to start and blog again, I feel like writing something so I will give it a shot.
I quit this site for the same reason I quit a lot of things, I wasn't using it. They had changed the layout and due to the fact I was using an old unsupported browser my experience was horrible and I wasn't using it. My renewal came up at the same time so I quit, simple as that and didn't think much of it until recently. I am back for two reasons, I am a guy and I like looking at naked women, and I was feeling nostalgic. The nostalgia came from when I began to communicate again with someone I met here. Talking to her reminded me a lot of the time when I was on here and I wanted to come back. So I did. Sadly the worst part was my old blogs that I had thought I had deleted were there waiting for me. I am not sure why they were not deleted but they weren't. Once I was on I was reminded of the time I want so desperately to forget. Truth is, I totally forgot I was on SG at that time and forgot I wrote any of it. I forgot I wrote about my moms death, and I forgot I wrote about my divorce here and reading all of that brought back a lot of old memories.
I suppose that time made me who I am, and I have made piece with my past. I don't live my life there and I barely think about it. All in all I am pretty content at the moment. I do want to make changes, be better and learn more as well as do things I once loved... but that is what living is. I will touch on stuff more in depth in later blogs. This one is to just say "Hi, I'm back." I want to be active on here again, vote on hopeful sets, meet new people and work on me I guess. Feel free to say hi ;)
