sigh_eternally

fat Elvis rules.

i dont know why i am almost obsessed with that era in his life. i dont care about anything before the 70's. ripping his pants on stage because he was so fat...
long live the King.

uhh...uhhh pills and peanut butter n' banana smmaches rawk, bay-buh.
uh-huh.


greatest cd ever:
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/B00000638B/qid=1092987264/sr=ka-1/ref=pd_ka_1/104-9686765-4780706

You've got your mother in a whirl
She's not sure if you're a boy or a girl
Hey babe, your hair's alright
Hey babe, let's go out tonight
You like me, and I like it all
We like dancing and we look divine
You love bands when they're playing hard
You want more and you want it fast
They put you down, they say I'm...
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i want to turn my head into a stargazer lilly.

but with blood and skull on the walls.

so sick of myself. why cant i be happy for once? i'm just a big miserable baby. i'm so fucking sick of it.

i had a dream last night that i scored some drugs for Courtney Love (babydoll dress days) so i could fuck her but she was wigging out.

we didnt end up fucking but we tried to kill each other which made me want to fuck her even more.

i seriously need to die.

someone have an elephant gun i can borrow?

hookers are bad.

love is good.

and i am a fool.

i kind of gave up knowing i'll never find someone who will accept and love me for the turd that i am so i went off and did stupid shit that i regret now personally. i hope the fallout is bad from this. i have a death wish. walking fucking suicide.

i went to hollywood today and wasted the day away. saw a documentary about president clinton, saw a horrific hit-and-run on melrose, and bought a wicked book called Russian Criminal Tattoo for a friend of mine across the ocean who might dig it. i think its great.

tomorrow: san diego and tijuana, baby!!!!

I took a shit on a fly today.

I captured him in my bathroom
used a pair of scissors to slice
some of his guts out but the little fucker
still lived.

I felt sorry for him he looked like me.
Ugly and fat.
But he had to die for



disturbing
my
peace.

Dropped him gently into
the crapper.

I pulled the pants down
squatted...
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okay. hello to all those people who dont exist who in my mind are reading this again. here we go again.

I went HERE today: http://www.californiasciencecenter.org/Exhibits/Weingart/BodyWorlds/BodyWorlds.php

amazing disply of real human bodies and organs. i had heard of this thing going on in Europe a few years back and had always wanted to see this freak show, but not until last week did I notice...
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nobody is going to read my stupid shit, so this gives me an opportunity to kill time and let junk out of my brain.

i went to see the final night of the suicide girls burlesque show at the knitting factory in LA. great gig, as usual. i hope those girls know how much we appreciate them getting out on the road and entertaining bums...
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