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Good evening all....

So here I am, I'm using my parents computer in their house where I currently reside, this lack of personal space is getting on my proverbial tits. Anybody want me? I can't pay rent cos I've got debt and a part time job (soon to change hopefully) but i love to clean and I can make food!! yeah! speaking of which! boosy! I have found something to compliment your roasted cheese and lime juice (which is fucking great by the way) as a desert, especially if you've been smoking and you get the munchies, you'll either love the thought of this or it'll make you want to puke or maybe just not try it. but double cream and cocktail cherries served in a medium sized clear wine glass, I hope nobody's thought of that yet. it's to die for but so's that bird LillithVain, isn't she pretty? Of course I've not seen every single Suicide girl yet (which is almost a crime I know) but I think she's worthy of a space amongst the other girls I find so attractive... Anyway!
I've been so lazy with my diary entries as of late but I'm going through one of those transitional stages again in life... I wonder what's so bad aboud having hot dinners and not having to wash dishes, this is Heaven compared to living with Kirsty although that's not generally speaking total fact. Fuck it! I want my own bed in my own home with my own internet connection and my own car! Although if this little Ford Fiesta I'm going to see tomorrow is up to scratch my dearest Gran is going to buy it for me... it's an L reg so it's quite old but having a car to call my very own again is gonna be great so here's hoping. Kirsty's got her own car back. Think it would be wide if I took my zebra print seat covers back for my new car? I did pay for them and they are zebra print which makes them really cool!! I got my speakers and cd player from when I had my old Volkswagen so I'm gonna have me my own little pimp mobile again... yeay! The path of semi independance is unclear but maybe after tomorrow I'll be a little closer to be being content again... I hate not being content... feel free to post a comment, I like to know you guys who read this shit are there... then again if your feeling sorry for me right now please dont... tell me a joke or something instead! like, What's red and invisible? Nae Tammatas! You say tomatoe I say tammata!! fuck it!
Anyway! my wrists hurt from typing and my brain hurts from thinking so I'm gonna turn in or out the way or something, but I'm going to have a fag first.. . . ..... .. .. .. .

Oh and smile! it might never happen! if it does, keep smiling, it'll never happen twice. isn't that so true everybody! well okay it's not! good night... xxx


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