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My life! The boring Soap Opera. The story so far....

I got a text from my friend Ruth today and I think I have closure, all the closure I need anyway. She told me how Vic (the girl [an ex] I mentioned previously and have been obsessing about as of late) is spoken for and has been for the past two years or so . So that's been a proverbial boot up my proverbial arse. I'm not all that bothered in any case, it's a good thing cos it's encouraging me to focus my energies elsewhere. I'd never say never and somewhere in my mind there's a dim light there but for now, that's all it is. Next to that there's hope, want and desire. I still think I need guidance in life though, religion isn't quite my bag I used to believe in no other than myself but myself is constantly busy with other things. In saying that, I found solace in the God of music when I got my Throwdown album this morning, so it aint all bad! Plus I have friends who always offer guidance and I'm thankful for that also. And besides, how could I be down with all these naked women to look at!?
I'm heading out for some retail therapy today. Well, I have to get a few essentials for my fish tank.
I was supposed to be going to see Coheed and Cambria tonight but since my friend didn't pay for the tickets, (and neither can I) it's a no no. pish! It sold out too!
How's all you folks?