sideslide

Life can change in an instant. I'm still unemployed, and if I don't get some funds soon, I'm going to be homeless, carless and foodless to boot. On top of this, the people I'm currently living with (in their basement for an OK sum of funds per month), are talking about moving back to that hellhole we used to live in. Now, I love living here in Michigan (which some of you think I'm insane for), and I have NO intention of returning to Montana, ever. I drove back there a few weeks ago to help out a friend, and the proclamation I made as I crossed the state line as we were leaving was "I'm never going back to there unless I'm getting a blowjob as I'm crossing the state line".

So to go along with this, the woman I'm currently rather attached to is very married. And all hell has broken loose in the past week because EVERYONE decided to get involved. Hopefully the mess will pass soon enough and things can start moving on like they really should be. It scares the hell out of me that I have more of a connection to this woman than I had with my wife of 2 years. Regardless, we will always be friends, no matter what turns out.

So, to sum up, it's achieving the point where if it can go wrong, it already has, and is slowly getting worse. I'm going to make it all better though, just through sheer force of will. Relationship, job, living... They are going to be fine. I love you all, and I realize I can be that way now