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all the anxiety and confusion of ht last few weeks just squeezed it's way out of me through a dream. the images, the senses all alive and totally committed. although there is no tangible relationship to anything going on, the whole thing has worked like a a spike of frozen anesthesia has been plunged into my brain and is now not so slowly melting into...
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prockgirlscout:
...and we arrive at the crux of the matter.
noir:
I think that our situations are different, but I feel that they are, basically, the same. "There's beauty in the breakdown."
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i'm a little less twitchy now.
i smell like peppermint too
not yet
no, the castille soap
just a dash or two as the (oh duh) tub was filling
check that, as the tub was half filling.
i lacked the patience for a full tub, so i only filled it half way
yeah....
now would be an excellent time for your hands to caress my...
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sunfeather:
I got hands to caress yr clean bod, but I suspect you weren't talking to me...

tongue

Howzit hangin sic man?
(yes I am drunk, again. What else do you think I'm gonna do with my weekends?)
prockgirlscout:
*sigh*
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one of those things about being unemployed, weekends don't mean so much, 'cept you get to hang out with your workin friends.

that was a pretty interesting month. i'd best get my shit back in gear, now that i'm sort of vaguely settled in and oh yes, have nicely reduced my available funds on petty and useless items best found on the disposable income list....
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spanoonoos:
Happy belated b-day! 30 wasn't that traumatic for me: it was 27 that hit me harder...And now that I'm into my 30's I'm lovin' it.

So are you back down in N. Cali? I'm with Twitch, just stay in PDX. It's a happenin' & manageable little town. I lived in SF for about 4 years before comng to the big O & I have to say that I don't miss it at all.

Either way, glad you got to have some hot sex on the way down. That always makes a long trip go faster. biggrin

Ah yes, getting one's shit together...I am pulling mine together a little at a time. But that's how it is when you are making massive changes in your life. I hate to say it, but those 12 steppers do have 1 thing right: it is best to take things 1 day at a time. Other wise a crushing sense of overwhelming uncertainty can paralyze you.

to quote a song from long ago and far away, "you could do it put yo' ass into it." Does that even make sense to anyone else but me? Probably not, bu tI'm used to it...
trixel:
hallo rabbity. I'm thinking of you.
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and now m y head is made of nerf.
prockgirlscout:
WTF is nerf anyway? Is it another fabulous side effect of the space program? I'm too lazy to look it up.
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yeah, now that i'm back, here, where i wanted so much to be away from, now that i'm here, back where i most wanted to hold close to, now that i'm here, i'm not so sure what comes next.

maybe i start with the little things. maybe i start here. on SG, how cliche and lame. maybe i've already started, without knowing what the game...
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prockgirlscout:
kiss
prockgirlscout:
Didn't I already post here? confused
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Thanks everyone... it's a good day to turn 30. I'm officially an adult now. a jobless, homeless adult. It's Effin Great biggrinbiggrinbiggrin

i'll be moving on from Puddletown soon enough, but rest assured i'm enjoying every debaucherous minute of my time here.
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fi_fi:
Um, for what it's worth:::

You leaving Alaska? Just when I was finally getting there! (well eventually)
Ha! Yes your occupation get's my hat tip!
Also I hear you are not officially an adult until you either: 1. Pay off something 2. Raise Children 3. ?
Those things I hope I never have to do for a LONG time.

Well....LIVE LIFE LONG, LONG LIFE LOVING wink

kiss
prockgirlscout:
How's Santa Rosa?
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In Portland and doing well, or as well as can be expected. which is to say, pretty good. still a little crazed from the road, not to mention the upending of my entire life. in every way, except the language.

the AlCan is just as long as it ever was, but this trip was well punctuated with hot sex so, i can't really complain too...
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sunfeather:
It would appear it's your birthday.

















HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIC'BOY!!!
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trixel:
about to leave LA but I logged in for some reason, and saw it's your day. smile

Happy Rabbity Day!
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aaagh!!!


this time tomorrow i'll be on the road.
noir:
Where are you going?
sunfeather:
Where are you going?
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limited connection time alloted. and some good stuff in the wings. still homeless and it still roxx0rs the s0xx0rs!! that is a good thing for the 1337 speek challenged.

yeah, and odds are we won't make it out of the parking lot at the airport without doing seriously naughty and illegal things to each other. i'm practically shivering with anticipation.
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sunfeather:
My relation to rootlessness is pretty similar: moving has become a sort of compulsion, but I wonder whether it's really making me happy...

Still, the idea of owning property and settling down fills me with horror...
blackeyed

I am happy for you with the naughty and illegal things. As that disco song used to put it: don't stop till you get enough.
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noir:
What's going on?