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3 steps forward, 2 steps to the right 5 steps back 8 steps diagonally forward-ish and to the right kinda.

this is the what the hell am i doing with my life polka... set to ambient world goth techno death metal drum and bass.
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kay:
eeeeek. The Moose I mean.

I wish we had polar bears on the Ice. That would make the town much more fun.

~cheers
trixel:
world goth, eh? surreal
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all better, inasmuchas it is to say no more urge to explode at the mere thought of swallowing solid food.

which reminds me of a thought i had not too long ago. Tis said we all start dying from the moment of birth, that life is just the seconds ticking away till the end. I realized life, as organic as it is (haha, sorry) ,...
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woodstock:
Wow! That was deep and profound. Good food for thought. Lately, I have taken a stance that everything except living in the moment can wait. So what if sometimes I don't get enough sleep or I have to scrimp and eat ramen for a while cause I spent the money on tattoos, you only go around once and you might as well live every second of it. However, as you said, some of this kind of reckless abandon does take its toll. I figure I am evening out from living too much of my life too scared to seize it. What is sad is that the older I get the more I realize that the old adage is true. Youth IS wasted on the young. (Not that I am ancient, but I realize that there are things that I wished that I had had the guts to do at 21.) EEP! I ramble. blush
arachnequarius:
mmmmmmmmmmm, yes ~ so true, my dear, so true. i guess the best way to progress toward a rich and satisfying death is a well lived life, really. i hope that when i die i have comfort knowing that i lived Every Minute to the best of my ability. i am still working on that, but getting better all the time.

sending you life. kiss
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short course:

nasty 24 hour stomach flu

99.9 temp fever

puke ing

all of this preempted by a night of drinking.

My weekend was fun, how about yours?
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chloe:
Oh man... poor baby. frown Drink lots of Gatorade!
arachnequarius:
omg, you are a tiny tiny baby! that sounds very sweet and cute. i saw a teeny thing last night, and just melted into a gurgling puddle. babies. smile i bet you were a sweeeeet baby, too, mr. medical miracle.

so sorry you are sick! ack! i'd make you a nice pot of soup and some tea if i could. oh, and get a bunch of bad movies to rot brains and make for a generally good time.

all the best things are neitzchian, really. and from great down generally comes great up, methinks. and that sounded kind of dirty. hee. kiss
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAgh


*pant, pant*

ok, i feel better now. thanks
kay:
Primal scream therapy...I usually go out shooting, but screaming...yep, it is rather lovely. smile

~cheers
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i ♥ U
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trixel:
feeling's mutual.

I just read your last journal. Stuff cold up there?
chloe:
Well if the magic ninja 8 ball said so.... But what do the monkies say?

Sorry for complaining about the cold. I'm sure you have it much worse! (As I sit here in a tank top!)

And poo on you for talking about regrets having to do with moving! I'm nervous as hell already! tongue
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chin frozen from outside in
fingers numb
touch like death
empty feelin deep inside
food would suffice

filled now
but lost with wonder
under nothing but the world
every moment
like work to stay clear
to live

lust is as it should be
unfulfilled and perverse
always wanting hard
reaching never

cold grips arms
soldiers into mind
a sense of forebodeing ignored
a day of...
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arachnequarius:
mmmmmmm - that is lovely - and kind of shivery in the guts sexy. i like it very much.

the darkness has cleared, and an old new is dawning - yayness. hope that your alaskaness is bringing you more happiness these days. kiss
chloe:
that made me cold!! brrrrrr!
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just one fix

come on man, gimme the thorazine,
relax
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say it with me...

everything is just fine....
kay:
Lick.my.sweaty.balls. wink

~cheers
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ok, stop, i know it's hard, but don't do it... don't buy me anything... my life is way to.... well it might just make me get all emo or something, and that wold be just too damn bad

It

just in case reverse psychology really does work...shit i just spoiled it huh


damnit
chloe:
You need to get another cat and name it Chloe. That'd be rad.
trixel:
well, if it makes you feel better, I'd buy you the iPod if I could afford it. robot kiss
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ive been so heavy with the gift of gab of late, that i'm thinkin i'm in word debt. Buying ahead of schedule to bring long fast and ridiculous passages of wild and useless opinions, observations, jokes. A performance every minute, every line another trail of bullshit, however humorously rendered, however delightful it may seem. at the end of the night it takes a clever person...
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chloe:
those damn monkies! always up to something!
kay:
Depends on how much bearing the past has on that particular choice. Dwelling on it though will solve nothing, nor will it preclude to the choice being made quickly. *shrug* Case by case basis...

~cheers