yes, she is a damn good kisser,
yes it was off, as i right this , she's in a cab homeward bound.
yes she still came over ready to go, yes we did,
yes now it's off again, but by my choice, as much as anything is.
oh my my, oh hell, yes, i have a new friend for life.
i just can't have sex...
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yes it was off, as i right this , she's in a cab homeward bound.
yes she still came over ready to go, yes we did,
yes now it's off again, but by my choice, as much as anything is.
oh my my, oh hell, yes, i have a new friend for life.
i just can't have sex...
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two chicken andoilles and a wad of rice and we can kiss all today goodbye. not risking a torso shot now however....
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kay:
*laughter* Yes well. I could pour some lime juice on it for good measure! 
~cheers
~cheers
noir:
Thanks! 
yeah.. ok it sucks, but i'm on. the drinking, the debauchery, the latelate nights looking for a cure, all these things are just symptomatic, not causal. I don't know what the what is, or how to go about fixing it, but at least i read the signs well. there is trouble in here ♥.
moving on seems to be the only answer, not get all...
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moving on seems to be the only answer, not get all...
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noir:
What?
noir:
Most people think my real name is fake anyway. I love the name Noir, but people usually don't understand what I'm saying until the 3rd or 4th time repeting it.
*Edit: I've been running my whole life.
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 8:16PM]
*Edit: I've been running my whole life.
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 8:16PM]
damn, no more lovins for Mr Me. not for awhile anyway.
shit.shit. well, back to normal i guess, plus bursting libido on overdrive, springtime urges and nocturnal hungers. right then. shit.
shit.shit. well, back to normal i guess, plus bursting libido on overdrive, springtime urges and nocturnal hungers. right then. shit.
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spanoonoos:
WHAT?! 
damn it! who will i live vicariously thru now?
guess you'll have to make do for now with the virtual love-in known as SG.
don't worry: i'm sure you'll soon find softer petals to dive into
damn it! who will i live vicariously thru now?
guess you'll have to make do for now with the virtual love-in known as SG.
don't worry: i'm sure you'll soon find softer petals to dive into
katrina:
You're going to Sweden?
so far no pics today... too busy straying up late and sleeping til noonish. not to mention surfing pinup pron aiming and in general wasting an otherwise wonderful day out. seriously, it's great up here to day, like almost 40 deg... T shirt weather i tell ya. the seasons be a changing...
someday klaire and i will have good weather at the same time... until...
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someday klaire and i will have good weather at the same time... until...
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spanoonoos:
that journal entry is like a visual haiku... & how very clever to sandwich yourself between the flower images. chicks dig that
good move on saying yes to whatever it is you're saying yes too. it's always more fun not to deny anyone elses reality. well, at least for a little while...
good move on saying yes to whatever it is you're saying yes too. it's always more fun not to deny anyone elses reality. well, at least for a little while...
spanoonoos:
i can resist inviting you to be my friend no longer
ok, wtf squared.... or more to the point... who the fuck am i, that i am in these situations. ok the official party line is: If I only have the force of my personality to work with, then use it to all ends....
but seriously, i'm in a state of confusion, if not bewilderment, as to how i ended up eating drinking and bullshitting for...
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but seriously, i'm in a state of confusion, if not bewilderment, as to how i ended up eating drinking and bullshitting for...
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arachnequarius:
mmmm. peechars. 
the above comment makes me want some chai. the tea. caffiene i am yr slave.
also, you deserve treats. enjoy them.
the above comment makes me want some chai. the tea. caffiene i am yr slave.
also, you deserve treats. enjoy them.
kay:
*smoooch*
Definitely take advantage of the treats! he he
~cheers
Definitely take advantage of the treats! he he
~cheers
ok so this whole walking past the bar thing on my way home... not really conducive to a sober life. good thing i'm not aiming at one. I did manage to spread the subtle tendrils of my influence just a little more tonight, and i didn't pay for a singel nite of food, nor a single drop of drink. how fucking awesome is that. Oh...
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kay:
Well done.
That picture of Arnie was almost as disturbing to me as the bunny was for others! he he.
I am drinking water. I am planning on going out today and shooting a set. Sooooo...yeah, I know. But I'm stubborn.
~cheers
That picture of Arnie was almost as disturbing to me as the bunny was for others!
he he.
I am drinking water. I am planning on going out today and shooting a set. Sooooo...yeah, I know. But I'm stubborn.
~cheers
last night:
the usual debauchery until next to crack of dawn. met some good new people, even if they really aren't that great. had a good time, if not a bit isolated in the crowd. typical i guess. Nothing much to hide, but near invisible in the crowd. these days i'm starting to push the contact better. and so it goes. No sex, no piles...
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the usual debauchery until next to crack of dawn. met some good new people, even if they really aren't that great. had a good time, if not a bit isolated in the crowd. typical i guess. Nothing much to hide, but near invisible in the crowd. these days i'm starting to push the contact better. and so it goes. No sex, no piles...
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kay:
Heh. You better love me more!!!
I do not think you are an ass at all love. Well and truly.
~cheers
I do not think you are an ass at all love. Well and truly.
~cheers
spanoonoos:
ah thanks for the words of inspiration. i've always wanted to do it with an eskimo after being coated in whale blubber.
the tears do come, but what can you do? i have the time to mourn this now, so i am taking advantage of it. i'm sort of like a manic baby: i go from crying, to laughing, to needing to be breast fed in the span of 5-minutes...but the sadness is also mixed with much relief. since the consumer of resources has left the building i wake-up hearing the birds chirping instead of someone ranting. joy!
the tears do come, but what can you do? i have the time to mourn this now, so i am taking advantage of it. i'm sort of like a manic baby: i go from crying, to laughing, to needing to be breast fed in the span of 5-minutes...but the sadness is also mixed with much relief. since the consumer of resources has left the building i wake-up hearing the birds chirping instead of someone ranting. joy!
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toolgirl:
That's great!! Good for you Happy Easter
Happy Easter
noir:
I almost ready to lose my house and I'm stuck at home with no car and no brownies.
I didn't know the Magic 8 Ball had that message.
I will make them mine.