it seems i had some stuff to say while soapy and in the shower. but alas, the magic has left me.
trixel:
It's funny how that works. I compare it to the half awake state you have first thing.
you know, it's just a big fucking mess here. and i'm a big bundle of unpleasant anger. not smash the state llive fast love hard rock and roll kinda anger... sit in the dark, tension headache, broken english manifesto on a 55 gallon drum of spite and gasoline kinda anger.
not that i have the wherewithal to sit and actually half articulate ... ah fuck....
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not that i have the wherewithal to sit and actually half articulate ... ah fuck....
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"it's the truth of the modren era the the group dynamic is in constant struggle with the individual"
"thanks, any rebuttal"
" yeah.... uh, What!?! >.<"
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i skip june, it is dead to me *ptuyeh*
"thanks, any rebuttal"
" yeah.... uh, What!?! >.<"
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i skip june, it is dead to me *ptuyeh*
yeah. awesome. just.freakin.awesome.
aka.fuck.
at least in some corners of my world, the "good guys" look like they are winning. even if it ain't me, at least somebody is.
aka.fuck.
at least in some corners of my world, the "good guys" look like they are winning. even if it ain't me, at least somebody is.
trixel:
hey rabbity. how goes your life since the long time ago when we talked? I have an address for you, but I'm not sure if it's current. Would you message me your address please? I'd like to send you a postcard. 
fuck fuck fuck~!
look down, pass out... wake up and it's what weeks, a month or two later. next thing you know i'll be trundling the same lame ass job, but i'll be much better at it, i'll have 2.5 podlings, some pets and fucked subprime mortgage, i'll be 70-80 pounds over my current heavy wieght and will have magically transformed into my dad. without...
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look down, pass out... wake up and it's what weeks, a month or two later. next thing you know i'll be trundling the same lame ass job, but i'll be much better at it, i'll have 2.5 podlings, some pets and fucked subprime mortgage, i'll be 70-80 pounds over my current heavy wieght and will have magically transformed into my dad. without...
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.. and then this one time, at band camp.
...the things we do.
how about take a job in a trade that one has (purposefully) almost zero experience in. Ah the joys of nepotism as seen from the beneficiary. a world of moneys and loyalties and irrationals and contracts. where the whole point is to bring something real into the world, something that has already been imagined, and now it's the task of making...
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how about take a job in a trade that one has (purposefully) almost zero experience in. Ah the joys of nepotism as seen from the beneficiary. a world of moneys and loyalties and irrationals and contracts. where the whole point is to bring something real into the world, something that has already been imagined, and now it's the task of making...
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the long course:
dark days, cold bright shivering days, with little resources but hollow warmth and a robust love to keep the shit from ultimately hitting the fan. the future holds other things, more, and i have a wary eye turned to towards what could be, and what is a highly, massively different way...
of course, circumstances being what they are, we are certainly not...
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dark days, cold bright shivering days, with little resources but hollow warmth and a robust love to keep the shit from ultimately hitting the fan. the future holds other things, more, and i have a wary eye turned to towards what could be, and what is a highly, massively different way...
of course, circumstances being what they are, we are certainly not...
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are there dark days ahead, or is this just the standard holiday funk & cloisterfuck right on schedule? or are these inky clouds on the horizon all signifiying silver linings and hard work for hard won successes?
right now, all i have are the questions, which i suppose is a kindness...
right now, all i have are the questions, which i suppose is a kindness...
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trixel:
thinking about you this morning.
miss_fifi:
Nope, just winter, endless winter. It's freaking cold here in the wine country.... how is it up there for you?
ouch
2 miles doesn't seem too far. unless it's at the plodding pace i set.
2 miles doesn't seem too far. unless it's at the plodding pace i set.