Wednesday Jul 13, 2005

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omfgwtfbbq!!1!!1!1!!!!!!11!!!!elevenity!!111

yeah. it's been a good day for totally fucking off. literally, metaphorically, and histrionically. well, two out of three ain't bad.

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at least i got rid of the self indulgent crap in my pics folder. i left the rest of that crap there to be enjoyed.

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o.O creepy i just realized i have 13 friends and it's the 13th.
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noir:
Forewarning:

This means absolutely nothing. No one's ever said it to me. I've never said (or thought) it to anyone. It just came into my head straight from someone else's unknown. I'm only telling you because I have the strange need to document these weird occurances.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Just because I'm flirting with you doesn't mean I find you attractive. I just want to get laid. What you look like is really irrelevant in the dark.



Completely random, I know. Why did I chose you? That was completely random as well. I'm going to couch now.
trixel:
there were selfindulgent photos? confused

I'm gonna wear the rabbit pendant today, rabbity.

Wednesday Jul 13, 2005

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i am a happy panda. i am a sad panda. rinse, repeat.

but mostly, today, i was an angry, angry monkey. super.mega.kung-fu grip angry.

i'm all better now.
















no really. shuddup.
wink
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noir:
I'm better, but the field behind my house is on fire. I'm home from work in case we need to evacuate. whatever
prockg:
No, you were right the first time.

I had a nap already.

And it's not that I don't get any. But I need that desperate "I need to be inside you now" type of attention. I give it, I just don't get it. I've asked before. But what I get is play acting. I need sincerity.

Thanks for understanding. kiss

Sunday Jul 10, 2005

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well that was one part funny two parts frustrating.

unrelated note, i totally Must leave. Must, have to, need, strong desire, deep seeded, like breathe, like sun liketouch, have to must get the fucking fuck out of dodge.

but first a shower.
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kay:
No sad panda!!!

~cheers
goob:
Are you in Anchorage now? We're still looking out for good places to hang out. You understand, we had to go to Koot's at least once, just to go.

Any suggestions?

Saturday Jul 09, 2005

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ok, all better now. let all that bullshit emotionally dramatic crap out. yeah, yeah poor me, piece of my heart, blah blah blah. So what if it's all true, don't mean i have to get all dark and fatalistic about it. that isn't going to score me points for playing in character.

might as swell embrace the pain as a sign of system trying to...
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Friday Jul 08, 2005

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thanks Kay. for that, i'm starting to actually feel the loss, which is good. I didn't really expect it, nor did i expect to have the impact on her that i have had.

on a semi related note: this lack of a steady schedule and the subsequent inability to sleep well is starting to seriously unhinge me. I feel foggier and more frustrated everyday....
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noir:
Fine, this is it though -- a different cropping of the last one in my journal.





[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 2:35PM]
noir:
Only the shadow knows.

Friday Jul 08, 2005

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i think i need a new tattoo. or i'll die.
noir:
Oh goody. The maggots crawling in and out of my eye sockets by then will be thrilled.

I think I need my hair dyed or I'll...

I'm not going to say it. whatever

*Edit: Type much?

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kay:
I'm sorry love. *hug*

~cheers

Thursday Jul 07, 2005

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are we really such different people now that we are older?
kay:
You better not have! You need dat! wink

~cheers
noir:
I am.

Unfortunately, there will be no boat buying for me. I am chronically poor. Perhaps terminally...

Wednesday Jul 06, 2005

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and now another little piece of my heart has driven off.

From my place she has gone.

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am i a fool as well?
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