Saturday Jun 11, 2005

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the single most disconcerting thing right now:

the sense that i am not too subtly repeating myself everywhere i go. in every phone message, most conversations, in my daily habits. i am becoming a rote human.

plus the mosquitos are quite annoying. killed one today mid meal. it was, as they say, a bloody mess. but there is always more, always more waiting, waiting in the wings, wings buzzing incessantly in my ears, my ears covered in welts and blood, a bloody mess it is.

*somebody* needs to get out more.
surreal shocked whatever
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spanoonoos:
believe it or not, i guessed those 2 things about u already. wink don't ask me how i picked up on that over email; it must be my degenerate radar... biggrin ive been doing my best to keep up my participation in team degenerate & have made great strides this weekend. yummy!!!!
kay:
Indeed. I think it could lend itself to good times, but I want him to understand this lesson that I can teach him, I'm discriminating on who I sleep with. I may appear a party girl, but I do have my own personal boundries I will not often cross. The other thing is for him to understand non-monogamy does not mean "swinger". He thinks this is all very complicated, and for someone who thinks monogamy is the only way there is, it might be. I agree it is complicated to a point, but I have to be heard out. He is not even doing that right now. So...I think I will get him a little tipsy and try again. wink

~cheers

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