Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

sicpowered

Member Since 2003

Followers 13 Following 18

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Wednesday Apr 20, 2005

Apr 20, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I jsut hada really good intro tought or two... but klaire and woodstock totally hacked my flow... Good show kids, gold stars all around...

ok, so i was... no, oh yes.

Tonight is for spicy red pepper sauce, chill music, and quiet time alone (like every night). Tonight is not for wrath, or rage, or retribution. I'm not with the energy, not filled to the brim for that stuff to leak out. it'll just eat me up.

Tonight i contemplate, ponder, but not too deep. I'm aiming for a general shallowing of my moods lately. a nice relaxing, mellow, lack of intensity.

Some part of me is screaming even as i write this...

why take the easy way, why grow shallow with time and trial. Die easy, just a little everyday.. no i don't really think that sounds good. no, not at all. screaming in my head: you've got miles and miles to go, why sit to rest. Get going, move, movemove. run for Heaven's sake. GO.


And people wonder why i don't sleep too well. skull
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
kay:
*grin* I know. It threw me off this morning too.

~cheers
Apr 21, 2005
kay:
*grin* Thanks. wink

I dunno. I was inspired to ask if you knew her for some reason.

~cheers
Apr 21, 2005

More Blogs

  • 12.10.05
    2

    Saturday Dec 10, 2005

    *sigh* *yawn* Murggurglglglg...
  • 12.03.05
    3

    Saturday Dec 03, 2005

    all the anxiety and confusion of ht last few weeks just squeezed it's…
  • 11.16.05
    2

    Thursday Nov 17, 2005

    i'm a little less twitchy now. i smell like peppermint too not yet …
  • 11.01.05
    7

    Tuesday Nov 01, 2005

    one of those things about being unemployed, weekends don't mean so mu…
  • 10.27.05
    1

    Thursday Oct 27, 2005

    and now m y head is made of nerf.
  • 10.22.05
    2

    Sunday Oct 23, 2005

    yeah, now that i'm back, here, where i wanted so much to be away fro…
  • 10.16.05
    5

    Sunday Oct 16, 2005

    Thanks everyone... it's a good day to turn 30. I'm officially an adul…
  • 10.14.05
    4

    Friday Oct 14, 2005

    In Portland and doing well, or as well as can be expected. which is t…
  • 10.07.05
    2

    Friday Oct 07, 2005

    aaagh!!! this time tomorrow i'll be on the road.
  • 10.03.05
    3

    Monday Oct 03, 2005

    limited connection time alloted. and some good stuff in the wings. st…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
24
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,118,175 followers
  • 14,930,266 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,417,341 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo