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Wednesday Apr 20, 2005

Apr 20, 2005
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I jsut hada really good intro tought or two... but klaire and woodstock totally hacked my flow... Good show kids, gold stars all around...

ok, so i was... no, oh yes.

Tonight is for spicy red pepper sauce, chill music, and quiet time alone (like every night). Tonight is not for wrath, or rage, or retribution. I'm not with the energy, not filled to the brim for that stuff to leak out. it'll just eat me up.

Tonight i contemplate, ponder, but not too deep. I'm aiming for a general shallowing of my moods lately. a nice relaxing, mellow, lack of intensity.

Some part of me is screaming even as i write this...

why take the easy way, why grow shallow with time and trial. Die easy, just a little everyday.. no i don't really think that sounds good. no, not at all. screaming in my head: you've got miles and miles to go, why sit to rest. Get going, move, movemove. run for Heaven's sake. GO.


And people wonder why i don't sleep too well. skull
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kay:
*grin* I know. It threw me off this morning too.

~cheers
Apr 21, 2005
kay:
*grin* Thanks. wink

I dunno. I was inspired to ask if you knew her for some reason.

~cheers
Apr 21, 2005

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