this update isn't 15 hours behind... it's 12 hours early.
what did you miss. well not much, no yams to be sure. I might have skipped dinner, in favor of a particularly reserved (sliding scale) time at the bar with my best friend. Fun. then home, to IM and WoW. i am either an adventurer in hell or a geek in heaven. how to reconcile the two?
i'll keep this short, so i don't lose the tenuous grip on focus i managed to wake up with. oh, yeah, i Actually slept well last night, although not nearly enough. whatever trouble's my mind and heart these days has started to subside. I don't know how, i don't know why. right now, i don't care. tomorrow, i won't care. i'll settle for the broken pieces fitting together, fitting well enough, although chipped and incomplete. I am ok with this.
one more thing. another phrase that's been flying through my head raising a ruckus, spilling coffee on the controls and interrupting my libido's iron fisted grip on my imagination.
if you love me, then love me.
i don't know where it comes from, a movie, a book, a dream. it just stops everything in me for a half a second. i suppose this is proof i'm still a romantic somewhere in here. i choose to continue to disbelieve it. mind you, i've never heard someone say this to me, along with thousands of other things.
what did you miss. well not much, no yams to be sure. I might have skipped dinner, in favor of a particularly reserved (sliding scale) time at the bar with my best friend. Fun. then home, to IM and WoW. i am either an adventurer in hell or a geek in heaven. how to reconcile the two?
i'll keep this short, so i don't lose the tenuous grip on focus i managed to wake up with. oh, yeah, i Actually slept well last night, although not nearly enough. whatever trouble's my mind and heart these days has started to subside. I don't know how, i don't know why. right now, i don't care. tomorrow, i won't care. i'll settle for the broken pieces fitting together, fitting well enough, although chipped and incomplete. I am ok with this.
one more thing. another phrase that's been flying through my head raising a ruckus, spilling coffee on the controls and interrupting my libido's iron fisted grip on my imagination.
if you love me, then love me.
i don't know where it comes from, a movie, a book, a dream. it just stops everything in me for a half a second. i suppose this is proof i'm still a romantic somewhere in here. i choose to continue to disbelieve it. mind you, i've never heard someone say this to me, along with thousands of other things.
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and what chloe said.