sicpowered

I love good people, and i love weird unexpected circumstances.In this, if in no way else, tonight only, i am complete. I wish i could make my life to be something that leaves me feeling like i do now, but, alas, tis not to be. If not now, maybe later, or maybe never.

Some people have completeness to their lives, as an everyday thing. I in some small way envy them. If it be marriage, or a career, or a fetish, or religion. I envy them. I am in no danger of any of those vectors of completeness coming to fruition. Unless someone in the script writing department is having quite the laugh at me expense. sounds depressing a bit....

i'm to bed, and to sleep, and in some small way (unexplainable by my language, indescribable by my guess) I am for everyone that reads this, for everyone who knows me just a little. Tomorrow i will be for myself, but for now, as much as it's worth, i am for you. too bad i will be asleep

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