sicpowered

I make others somewhat uncomfortable, but then i 'm just an observer here. I guess they just can't hack a conversation roughly concerning the loose differences between kinky, sexually deviant and deep seated psychological trauma floating to the surface in inappropriate bedroom behaviours. Or maybe it'a because i won't stop at what they think is kinky, i'll just keep talking, keep delving deeper into what might be uncomfortable ground, since they are just a tad bit shy about one thing or the other. I don't think that's at all wrong, just a hair silly, after all said and done, we all like to get off however/whenever with whoever/whatever gets the groove on. Heres one of the latent problems with this discussion. One assumes since someone is capable of blathering on about a topic, that they have a tangible root in the topic.example, some people get off on cutting themselves to ribbons, whereas i like to keep all the red fluids inside, for the most part. just because i can talk about how some folks like to erupt in juicy orgasmic explosions, leaving only a vaguely human shaped clearing on the wall like a flash burn of ecstasy, doesn't mean i share that same methodology to reach any pinnacle of pleasure. point of fact, i'm not really getting any, so it's all theory to me. where as everyone i've talked to, even to have the vaguest of sexually explicit conversations, has a partner, and are totally willy about how they may or may not like a little backdoor play, or the occasional bj in the car. or that they actually get off at all. what is wrong with this place, that i am the only heathen open to the topic. well, shit... may they all rest in sweat soaked peace, dripping with each other's tangible love.