right so where was i.... oh yeah, i wasn't gonna, but i never was too good with temptaion.
in short: me is in LA, 3/4 of my worldly possessions crammed into one helluva oversized duffle. I've been here slightly more than a day, and have not yet even put a proper buzz on, much less gotten tanked. a new record i think.went to disneycapital, and i haven't been in a while, so the whole main st thing was a littel wiggie... i remember when you parked out front. Packing to leave town was fun, in a gee i haven't seen this piece of emotional detritis in some time, i think i'll throw it out now. whoops, that was easy, maybe i'll just throw it all away. I left my room in a horrible state, a police state really, the dust bunnies had just signed their constitution into effect. Leaving it so made me kind of happy, to be a selfish little prick about it, but if' they'd (the exhousemates) cleaned more over the past two years i might have given more than a blink of the eye.
I am so happy to be on the move, it's hard to contain. Frankly, i love it, more than sex, more than love, more than freefall. fortunately, one can find all those things in transit, if one were not me, but ... meh.
did i say iwas gonna keep it short...
in short: me is in LA, 3/4 of my worldly possessions crammed into one helluva oversized duffle. I've been here slightly more than a day, and have not yet even put a proper buzz on, much less gotten tanked. a new record i think.went to disneycapital, and i haven't been in a while, so the whole main st thing was a littel wiggie... i remember when you parked out front. Packing to leave town was fun, in a gee i haven't seen this piece of emotional detritis in some time, i think i'll throw it out now. whoops, that was easy, maybe i'll just throw it all away. I left my room in a horrible state, a police state really, the dust bunnies had just signed their constitution into effect. Leaving it so made me kind of happy, to be a selfish little prick about it, but if' they'd (the exhousemates) cleaned more over the past two years i might have given more than a blink of the eye.
I am so happy to be on the move, it's hard to contain. Frankly, i love it, more than sex, more than love, more than freefall. fortunately, one can find all those things in transit, if one were not me, but ... meh.
did i say iwas gonna keep it short...
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'sometimes you get the bear, sometimes the bear gets you...
But seriously, thanks for the advice. (I have had a load of it following my rather sombre last post, most of it very interesting.) I have, in fact, been trying my best to smile at all the beautiful boys and girls in Paris, but it's a struggle as smiling doesn't come naturally (see earlier journal about my 'parsimonious mouth')...
Today, in fact, after working all day, I went out at rush hour and rode around on the metro just so I could stare at people and practise smiling (I managed it once or twice, actually, which is better than nothing).
I'm intrigued by the other bit of your advice, though, about sitting in a park and studying the behaviour of all the people who interest me. Is this supposed to make it easier for me to smile, is it a kind of meditation, what?
PS - I remember when you parked out front of Disneyland too (i was 9 or something). Where do you park now (out back, underneath? Am I missing something here?)
further adventures, eh? that sounds awesome! how cool ~ just changing up the life like this is amazing. admiration to you, kind sir.