ok, so i half-wasted another day, i'm wicked mega hella broke, and I still have half of my bills to pay. I'm a terrible accountant. I'm apt to bark out unheralded unusual and unrequested advice to people who are more likely to be my better than not. I like long walks on the beach, I'm 30 min from the pacific ocean, and i've been there about three times in the past year, for less than an hour total. I appear calm, despite the terrible mood swings, and I've asked a total of one woman out ( 
) in the past year. I'm crass and somewhat abusive, in the name of good fun. and, of course I get really tired of lamenting my damned woes, which as one can tell are not really too bad anyway.
Well being broke is bad, but only in the short term, and only to my natural american consumeristic instincts.
Apparently when it's hot I get crabby. Cus it's freakin hot right now, and I'm all about the negative, the have-not, the top half of a half full glass. damn, why can't everyday be like x-mas. or Hanukkah, or whatever regional mass celebration seems most appropriate. Hell, I'd gift everyone I like right now if i could.
What would you want (barring world domination, too many orders for that at the moment) as a gift, of any kind, right now?
What is the best time you've had in the past month?
How is the weather?
what is your favorite color?
have i asked any of these questions before
?
every one line up to the right,
and 
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) in the past year. I'm crass and somewhat abusive, in the name of good fun. and, of course I get really tired of lamenting my damned woes, which as one can tell are not really too bad anyway.
Well being broke is bad, but only in the short term, and only to my natural american consumeristic instincts.
Apparently when it's hot I get crabby. Cus it's freakin hot right now, and I'm all about the negative, the have-not, the top half of a half full glass. damn, why can't everyday be like x-mas. or Hanukkah, or whatever regional mass celebration seems most appropriate. Hell, I'd gift everyone I like right now if i could.
What would you want (barring world domination, too many orders for that at the moment) as a gift, of any kind, right now?
What is the best time you've had in the past month?
How is the weather?
what is your favorite color?
have i asked any of these questions before
?
every one line up to the right,
and for all of you. And if you call now you too could also win a brand NEW {product name here}, see dealer for details, not available in all states, caution advised before inserting, wash before use, do not operate while under the influence of heavy machinery, consult with your physician before applying within, may cause radioactivity, please remove film before heating, do not allow contact with eyes, nose, mouth or skin, apply liberally to affected area, discontinue use if redness does or does not occur, may not case cancer, but may cause babies to be put on spikes.VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
sometimes it feels as though my eyes are going to burst forth in a torrent of words (and ganglia, naturally) because the rushruSHRUsh is sooo intense, thus i must keep as much paper around as possible. i also generally have a mini tape recorder, but i've gotten slack about keeping tapes around. in fact, i may have to venture out today and get some. the cool thing about tired is when you by pass cranky and hit the bliss of delirium. that i dig ~ when the partitions in the brains m
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and the thoughts are just methodological madness. *twinkly eyes*
and you could totally stand down any army of language. methinks.
Thanks for the rant - it does me good. What with sugarmama telling me to feel good about feeling good and you telling me not to get down about feeling down, it's a regular coaching culture we got going here!
I have asked at least four women out this year, but I'm not sure any of them knew what I meant.
1. Best time: maybe last night (see journals for details). Plus all the tte--ttes with Atsuko have been pretty nice, not to mention the eye-gazing and secret whispering with BL... Sigh...
2. Well it was a little warmer today, but generally dull and rainy and cold and I'm sick to fucking death of it.
3. Blue and yellow. The colours of Europe, as someone pointed out to me once.
4. I can't remember.