man o man.
i'm in trouble. i so don't mind.
i'm in trouble. i so don't mind.
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fuck fuck fuck.
heh, that got your attention didn't it. everybody loves a cheap trick. no, i'm not calling you a trick, or a ho. just get back in that kitchen and make me a goddamn pie...
just hit up the gym for the first time in a million million years. i feel good and tired. no idea where i am in terms of weight...
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heh, that got your attention didn't it. everybody loves a cheap trick. no, i'm not calling you a trick, or a ho. just get back in that kitchen and make me a goddamn pie...
just hit up the gym for the first time in a million million years. i feel good and tired. no idea where i am in terms of weight...
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hopey:
Yeah, cook more!! Good call. And bring her flowers and tell her nice things........randomly tell her she looks beautiful. My son brings me more flowers and tells me i am pretty more than my husband ever did. Girls need food. water and compliments.
Well, court marshalling for fucking someone is bullshit. That should be private buisiness. Fuck the army. They are fucking with my sex life.
Well, court marshalling for fucking someone is bullshit. That should be private buisiness. Fuck the army. They are fucking with my sex life.
hopey:
Yeah, rules are fucked up. I didn't sign shit and here i am having to follow them. I just hate the lack of control. Did you see the BS she left all up in my journal. She stalked us on here........didn't have an account for the tits, or the people. Just to spy.
So, you were with a girl that you should have cooked for? And now it's all over?
Cam doesn't buy me flowers. He picks them. I love when he tells me "mommy, you're beautiful."
So, you were with a girl that you should have cooked for? And now it's all over?
Cam doesn't buy me flowers. He picks them. I love when he tells me "mommy, you're beautiful."
I oh so love the laundr-o-mat. it's like heaven, but hotter, without angels, harps, or good company. and it kinda smells funny for a place that makes things clean.
my favorite me quote from the past couple of days.
"this salsa tastes like ass. no, wait, i've tasted ass that was way better than this."
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(fire+BMF pan) x (4 brown eggs + 1/2 lb...
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my favorite me quote from the past couple of days.
"this salsa tastes like ass. no, wait, i've tasted ass that was way better than this."
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prockg:
Why yes, it is the road to the crater. On my best day, I hiked about an hour up the road to where it starts to turn misty and it's so so quiet I could hear my future speaking to me.
Then I'd get chicken skin and turn back.
Was the
ing because I'm putting you in my quote file or because of what I wrote in my journal? 
When can I call you again? I am a junkie.
Then I'd get chicken skin and turn back.
Was the
ing because I'm putting you in my quote file or because of what I wrote in my journal?
When can I call you again? I am a junkie.
prockg:
How do you know I was talking about you?
shit fuck shit.
i'm totally broked. cashflow= poo poo.
articulation is good. alas, i've been napping, so no luck there.
i'm totally broked. cashflow= poo poo.
articulation is good. alas, i've been napping, so no luck there.
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kay:
Boo Yah. Hopefully I will have details tomorrow. Something a little more substanital to share.
~cheers
~cheers
prockg:
Wait a minute. I'm sorry. I just realized. That was all my fault. Just call me on my shit next time, k? 
omfgwtfbbq!!1!!1!1!!!!!!11!!!!elevenity!!111
yeah. it's been a good day for totally fucking off. literally, metaphorically, and histrionically. well, two out of three ain't bad.
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at least i got rid of the self indulgent crap in my pics folder. i left the rest of that crap there to be enjoyed.
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o.O creepy i just realized i have 13 friends and it's the 13th.
yeah. it's been a good day for totally fucking off. literally, metaphorically, and histrionically. well, two out of three ain't bad.
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at least i got rid of the self indulgent crap in my pics folder. i left the rest of that crap there to be enjoyed.
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o.O creepy i just realized i have 13 friends and it's the 13th.
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noir:
Forewarning:
This means absolutely nothing. No one's ever said it to me. I've never said (or thought) it to anyone. It just came into my head straight from someone else's unknown. I'm only telling you because I have the strange need to document these weird occurances.
This means absolutely nothing. No one's ever said it to me. I've never said (or thought) it to anyone. It just came into my head straight from someone else's unknown. I'm only telling you because I have the strange need to document these weird occurances.
Completely random, I know. Why did I chose you? That was completely random as well. I'm going to couch now.
trixel:
there were selfindulgent photos? 
I'm gonna wear the rabbit pendant today, rabbity.
I'm gonna wear the rabbit pendant today, rabbity.
i am a happy panda. i am a sad panda. rinse, repeat.
but mostly, today, i was an angry, angry monkey. super.mega.kung-fu grip angry.
i'm all better now.
no really. shuddup.
but mostly, today, i was an angry, angry monkey. super.mega.kung-fu grip angry.
i'm all better now.
no really. shuddup.
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noir:
I'm better, but the field behind my house is on fire. I'm home from work in case we need to evacuate. 
prockg:
No, you were right the first time.
I had a nap already.
And it's not that I don't get any. But I need that desperate "I need to be inside you now" type of attention. I give it, I just don't get it. I've asked before. But what I get is play acting. I need sincerity.
Thanks for understanding.
I had a nap already.
And it's not that I don't get any. But I need that desperate "I need to be inside you now" type of attention. I give it, I just don't get it. I've asked before. But what I get is play acting. I need sincerity.
Thanks for understanding.
well that was one part funny two parts frustrating.
unrelated note, i totally Must leave. Must, have to, need, strong desire, deep seeded, like breathe, like sun liketouch, have to must get the fucking fuck out of dodge.
but first a shower.
unrelated note, i totally Must leave. Must, have to, need, strong desire, deep seeded, like breathe, like sun liketouch, have to must get the fucking fuck out of dodge.
but first a shower.
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kay:
No sad panda!!!
~cheers
~cheers
goob:
Are you in Anchorage now? We're still looking out for good places to hang out. You understand, we had to go to Koot's at least once, just to go.
Any suggestions?
Any suggestions?
ah, oh... never mind.
ok, all better now. let all that bullshit emotionally dramatic crap out. yeah, yeah poor me, piece of my heart, blah blah blah. So what if it's all true, don't mean i have to get all dark and fatalistic about it. that isn't going to score me points for playing in character.
might as swell embrace the pain as a sign of system trying to...
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thanks Kay. for that, i'm starting to actually feel the loss, which is good. I didn't really expect it, nor did i expect to have the impact on her that i have had.
on a semi related note: this lack of a steady schedule and the subsequent inability to sleep well is starting to seriously unhinge me. I feel foggier and more frustrated everyday....
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on a semi related note: this lack of a steady schedule and the subsequent inability to sleep well is starting to seriously unhinge me. I feel foggier and more frustrated everyday....
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noir:
Fine, this is it though -- a different cropping of the last one in my journal.
[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 2:35PM]
[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 2:35PM]
noir:
Only the shadow knows.
i think i need a new tattoo. or i'll die.
noir:
Oh goody. The maggots crawling in and out of my eye sockets by then will be thrilled.
I think I need my hair dyed or I'll...
I'm not going to say it.
*Edit: Type much?
[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 1:03AM]
I think I need my hair dyed or I'll...
I'm not going to say it.
*Edit: Type much?
[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 1:03AM]
kay:
I'm sorry love. *hug*
~cheers
~cheers
are we really such different people now that we are older?
kay:
You better not have! You need dat!
~cheers
~cheers
noir:
I am.
Unfortunately, there will be no boat buying for me. I am chronically poor. Perhaps terminally...
Unfortunately, there will be no boat buying for me. I am chronically poor. Perhaps terminally...
You know, unless you've been in jail in the past few days, I'll put my car story up against your tale of woe.
The last time a cop car drove past me when I didn't want to, it was already after someone else going 120 mph. In the lane coming toward me. Feels good to miss one of those.