today i got a haircut.
i've just now come to the conclusion that my circadian rhythms are approximate to a Aphex Twin video, Squarepusher in the background, in village comprised entirely of african drum masters and celtic bagpipe accompaniment. yes, it's that weird being me.
more reading done. still not too good at getting the food into me on a regular basis, but i remember to do it from time...
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more reading done. still not too good at getting the food into me on a regular basis, but i remember to do it from time...
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prockg:
I have no idea what you're talking about. I'm as sweet as honeysuckle in June. 
prockg:
So I did. So I did. 
10 hours of sleep goes a long way.
i'm almost 100%. pretty damn close to sure it is just the crazy talking. the tremendously good feelin, the happy smile testing the waters of near explosion, the strange undeniable sense of silent giggle. I have no grasp as to what could make me feel so, vaguely blissful, carefree. fucking whatever this feeling is. pure mania perhaps. maybe distilled and then dissolved into the vat...
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sunfeather:
Yo sick boy, what's a pink steamer?
I used to be called cutriver, and we used to be pals.
I am, I'm afraid, BACK!
I have been surreptitiously checking out your jrnl from time to time while I've been off-SG, and have been pleased to see that you are your old, grumbly-humorous self. I'm looking forward to catching up, but right now, I got fish to fry!
I used to be called cutriver, and we used to be pals.
I am, I'm afraid, BACK!
I have been surreptitiously checking out your jrnl from time to time while I've been off-SG, and have been pleased to see that you are your old, grumbly-humorous self. I'm looking forward to catching up, but right now, I got fish to fry!
jayenh:
I think you need some Lamictal.
do you ever get the sense of being larger than normal. like the proportions of everyday life have scaled slightly askew. everything seems a little smaller, a little closer, the perspective just a bit higher. i get this all the time, like i'm much taller than i am, like i'm a bigger person. Giant moves across a strangely and subtly diminished worldscape.
or maybe it's...
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prockg:
The link works fine. You are making Jessie cry. 
I just woke up from a scary and horrible beyond all belief nightmare to find you insulting my coding? Well I'll bet this day is going to be awesome.
I just woke up from a scary and horrible beyond all belief nightmare to find you insulting my coding? Well I'll bet this day is going to be awesome.hi ho, hi ho.
it's off to work i go.
it's off to work i go.
kay:
Have fun love.
~cheers
~cheers
so i'm getting this feeling, like a bad day about to come to an end, with one or tow more shitty things to deal with, except it's everyday, all the time, no matter when i've slept or dined or to whom i've had the pleasure of sharing my words and time with.
i'm guessing i'm getting pretty unhappy. and i would be correct.
and that...
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i'm guessing i'm getting pretty unhappy. and i would be correct.
and that...
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prockg:
Strangely enough I like having minor injuries too. Not unidentified bruises mind you, but when you know you got hurt doing something fun. Like when I cut my feet on the lava, or the owie I have on my elbow from being trying to skate around a corner much too fast. 
noir:
I hoped you would like it. I mean, how could you not, really? Sheep are cool. They're fluffy and they don't hurt anything. And clouds. Ya gotta respect water that can fly.
I feel much better now. a box and a half of .12 gauge, 50 plus rounds of .22, 9mm, .40 each. roughly 30 rounds of 10mm. yeah. i feel pretty good. nothing quite as cathartic as launching an obscene amount of lead at a variety of bullet riddled objects. target shooting, rapid fire, while running, plus the love that is a shotgun. I am a...
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lilviciousone:
I actually love cooking, so you're in luck. I might have an extra board so you can learn.
i've been up all night, reading. story of murder and brimstone. insanity and vengeance and the lust to own perfection. redemption falls short for the wicked. heros are lost.
the sun is creeping up, i imagine a healthy cloud cover, beautiful roiling clouds locked in repose. i can't really see much out my windows, trapped underground as i am. not cold, but chilled, the belief...
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the sun is creeping up, i imagine a healthy cloud cover, beautiful roiling clouds locked in repose. i can't really see much out my windows, trapped underground as i am. not cold, but chilled, the belief...
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prockg:
I think all of you know exactly what my vulnerabilities are already. That's the problem. 
prockg:
Do you know that your wishlist link just directs me to my wishlist?
i'm, uh.. going to go blow some shit up. ok.
... just as soon as i find my pants.
... just as soon as i find my pants.
kay:
Find mine while you are at it!
Can you check my journal and tell me if you can see the picture?
~cheers
Can you check my journal and tell me if you can see the picture?
~cheers
thanks.
if the dreams i have ever begin to intrude upon waking life, i'm committing myself. strange, sickly, morally corrupt, flat out disgusting, not to mention violent. and those are the dreams that don't make me feel bad. i don't qualify them as nightmares until i wake up heaving or deeply saddened.
at least i over slept. i think i needed it.
if the dreams i have ever begin to intrude upon waking life, i'm committing myself. strange, sickly, morally corrupt, flat out disgusting, not to mention violent. and those are the dreams that don't make me feel bad. i don't qualify them as nightmares until i wake up heaving or deeply saddened.
at least i over slept. i think i needed it.
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hopey:
For a dollar i get to pick the menu.
If you are cooking, it had better be waffles in the morning.
If you are cooking, it had better be waffles in the morning.
hopey:
i'll take coffee and the strawberries and whip cream for the waffles.
come here. now.
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prockg:
k
jayenh:
That's why I posted that photo ...
My ex is being a fucking baby. A god damn asshole. He is just driving me nuts.
I hate him this week.