and eleven hours later, one of the dnizens of the house ventured into my basement realm, and knocked on my door to make sure i was still alive. I guess not having any links to the out side world makes it really easy to oversleep, eh?
whatever the case, i'm feeling much better now. spent most of today reading and drinking coffee, in public. twas...
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thora:
Loong story, but yeah, I really did post that many.
toolgirl:
Yeah, Rick's is way better than DejaVu. The best thing about DejaVu was the porn. They had some good, slow, girl on girl porn. Hmmmm. But Rick's is higher quality all around. Fuck I have to get back there soon, but it's so damn expensive! Happy Halloween! 
"rule of thumb eh? can't do much damage with that..."
And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee,
"well, that certainly illustrates the diversity of the word"
power hath descended forth from thy hand,
"catch you on the flip side"
that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command.
"i'm strangely comfortable with it"
We shall flow a river forth to thee,...
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And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee,
"well, that certainly illustrates the diversity of the word"
power hath descended forth from thy hand,
"catch you on the flip side"
that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command.
"i'm strangely comfortable with it"
We shall flow a river forth to thee,...
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hehehe
now i'm all
no reason, tangible to speak of, just nice people saying nice things to me. although they are not in the touch me here world, but instead in the type something nice at me world. ie, not out there, in here.
now i'm all
no reason, tangible to speak of, just nice people saying nice things to me. although they are not in the touch me here world, but instead in the type something nice at me world. ie, not out there, in here.
trixel:
I want to call you soon. I want to know how your basement nest is. I want to know what it's like Out There. I feel restless and you make me calm. 
woodstock:
Well, good. I would rather you be all , than 
or 
or 
. That being said, I would prefer you in a state of 
or 
.
I know, I am silly.
, than or or . That being said, I would prefer you in a state of or .
I know, I am silly.
I'm a little tea pot
short and stout
this is my handle
and this is my other handle...
shit, i'm a sugar bowl
this is, of course, much better live, but as i am nearly dead to the world, the above version will have to do. Apparently the shit hit the fan, socially speakin, down in Ca. once again i reprise my role as the...
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short and stout
this is my handle
and this is my other handle...
shit, i'm a sugar bowl
this is, of course, much better live, but as i am nearly dead to the world, the above version will have to do. Apparently the shit hit the fan, socially speakin, down in Ca. once again i reprise my role as the...
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arachnequarius:
playpen indeed ~ i think you need a trip to a nice, pink furry place to have langorous et vigorous (alternating) fun ... perhaps a change of mental pace well deserved.
and as for finding amusement and/or amour ~ distilling what to enjoy next perhaps is the way to go. if long term is not for you, then just a warm body to ease the chill? play fun sugarbowl song games? me wants you to have someone that will dote and make you nosecozys.
type schmype, really. i mean, always know what you cannot tolerate, but beyond that i think that a host of interesting possibilities are out there. and you deserve a truly wonderful lass to brighten your life.
sending you
and as for finding amusement and/or amour ~ distilling what to enjoy next perhaps is the way to go. if long term is not for you, then just a warm body to ease the chill? play fun sugarbowl song games? me wants you to have someone that will dote and make you nosecozys.
type schmype, really. i mean, always know what you cannot tolerate, but beyond that i think that a host of interesting possibilities are out there. and you deserve a truly wonderful lass to brighten your life.
sending you
arachnequarius:
ps ~ if i could squeezeth you through the computer, i would. *sqqqqquuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze* like the best baby rattler ever.
so they bestowed upon me tonight a little birthday party....twas nice, bordering on ridiculous. for exam:
my best friends mom actually asked me
" are you looking for a girlfriend?"
after a brief but vigorous laugh i responded
" no offense but that was the most inane question i've heard"
she agree'd
but now i think, am i? Really looking for a committed partnership, reaching...
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my best friends mom actually asked me
" are you looking for a girlfriend?"
after a brief but vigorous laugh i responded
" no offense but that was the most inane question i've heard"
she agree'd
but now i think, am i? Really looking for a committed partnership, reaching...
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kay:
Indeed, plenty of time to go dry, and plenty of time to sleep when yer dead. Words to live by I'm sure.
~cheers
Words to live by I'm sure.
~cheers
cutriver:
Your exchange with your friend's mom sounds like the kind of conversation I might have. But, don'tcha know, it's often the most inane questions that take the most thinking about...
When I was in Sydney and told my friend Murray that what I was really looking for was a partner, he told me that he'd thought like that for a long time, but eventually come to the conclusion that, if he's been on his own for so long, it must be because, at some level, he doesn't want a partner and is quite happy on his own...
I dunno, though... I look around here, in the libraries, in the cinemas, on the street, and I see all these beautiful people who are all getting laid (oh you can tell) and participating in the great and wonderful dance of seduction and reproduction, and I feel as if, somehow, the whole giddy carousel has left me behind... and then I see these sad old men in the cinematheque who must have given up looking for any kind of intimate intercourse years ago and have simply resigned themselves to a vicarious life of movies and books and so on, and I think, is that me, is that my future? Is it, oh horror of horrors, my present?
*shudder*
So, er, anyway, I'm looking forward to that 'outsourced' blowjob!
3 consecutive sunrises sounds ambitious and reminds me of a line by Lou Reed:
'How do you think it feels
When you've been up for five days
To come down in one?'
I think he was using a lot of speed, though.
Your exchange with your friend's mom sounds like the kind of conversation I might have. But, don'tcha know, it's often the most inane questions that take the most thinking about...
When I was in Sydney and told my friend Murray that what I was really looking for was a partner, he told me that he'd thought like that for a long time, but eventually come to the conclusion that, if he's been on his own for so long, it must be because, at some level, he doesn't want a partner and is quite happy on his own...
I dunno, though... I look around here, in the libraries, in the cinemas, on the street, and I see all these beautiful people who are all getting laid (oh you can tell) and participating in the great and wonderful dance of seduction and reproduction, and I feel as if, somehow, the whole giddy carousel has left me behind... and then I see these sad old men in the cinematheque who must have given up looking for any kind of intimate intercourse years ago and have simply resigned themselves to a vicarious life of movies and books and so on, and I think, is that me, is that my future? Is it, oh horror of horrors, my present?
*shudder*
So, er, anyway, I'm looking forward to that 'outsourced' blowjob!
3 consecutive sunrises sounds ambitious and reminds me of a line by Lou Reed:
'How do you think it feels
When you've been up for five days
To come down in one?'
I think he was using a lot of speed, though.
it all started with little sleep and some snow and ends with beer and no more sleep than when i started. more people met, more laughter and spectacle. yesterday i very nearly ate nothing, drank a boat of coffee and wasted my day in an introverted haze. today was very nearly the same but slightly better, as i ventured out more than once, even to...
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kay:
*smooch*
~cheers
~cheers
I make others somewhat uncomfortable, but then i 'm just an observer here. I guess they just can't hack a conversation roughly concerning the loose differences between kinky, sexually deviant and deep seated psychological trauma floating to the surface in inappropriate bedroom behaviours. Or maybe it'a because i won't stop at what they think is kinky, i'll just keep talking, keep delving deeper into what...
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kay:
Indeed, people avoid the topics to the Nth degree. I make others uncomfortable, including lovers, on said topics. Most are trained that you do not discuss it, even if the other person is open minded. I disagree completely, since achieving bliss and total trust can only come from honest and open lines of communication. *shrug*
~cheers
~cheers
trixel:
I'm glad you're not scared to go those places. I'm of the opinion that you should follow an idea to the point where you are in a place where the words are no longer necessary: it's all out there.
I
you. If it makes you feel any better, I'm not getting any physical action, backdoor or otherwise. I'm having an awful lot of perfectly lovely virtual with someone, but sometimes it would be nice to rub my skin against another's, you know?'
I
you. If it makes you feel any better, I'm not getting any physical action, backdoor or otherwise. I'm having an awful lot of perfectly lovely virtual with someone, but sometimes it would be nice to rub my skin against another's, you know?' f'n a....
after much lame ass connectivity issues, i'm back!!
Muauahahahahahahhaaaaa
now all i need is my pants....
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all things taken into account, it was a good enough birthday. The most of it was lame, but also included a spat or two of hatred bordering on near homicidal lunacy. And then i fell madly, completely, adulteratedly in love with a wonderfully beautiful woman...
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after much lame ass connectivity issues, i'm back!!
Muauahahahahahahhaaaaa
now all i need is my pants....
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all things taken into account, it was a good enough birthday. The most of it was lame, but also included a spat or two of hatred bordering on near homicidal lunacy. And then i fell madly, completely, adulteratedly in love with a wonderfully beautiful woman...
For...
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kay:
*snicker*
~cheers
~cheers
ok... here's the deal....in about 12 minutes it is going to be the day. the day of note. the day of counting.....
technically, i'm happy about it. every other birthday i've had has been good. almost anyway. and this is also my one year anniversary of my membership to this site. And... well, i not sorry to say i started the celebration without you... i.e...
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technically, i'm happy about it. every other birthday i've had has been good. almost anyway. and this is also my one year anniversary of my membership to this site. And... well, i not sorry to say i started the celebration without you... i.e...
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kay:
Yay for strippers! And have a splendid birthday love. *smooch*
~cheers
~cheers
trixel:
it was grand talking to you yesterday. how'd the dancer thing turn out?
so bear in mind i'm in a good mood....
the lil viking in my head was, apparently, a little pissed about the shuffleboard thing so, well, he stepped up to the plate and dished out some of the strangest motivational images in some time. Batman's cowl, the bat symbol (circa tim burton) and a sublte chanting of you're no bruce wayne, you're no batman, come...
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the lil viking in my head was, apparently, a little pissed about the shuffleboard thing so, well, he stepped up to the plate and dished out some of the strangest motivational images in some time. Batman's cowl, the bat symbol (circa tim burton) and a sublte chanting of you're no bruce wayne, you're no batman, come...
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stardust_:
Dolphins can and sometimes will commit suicide.
I bet you didn't know that yet.
Did you?
I bet you didn't know that yet.
Did you?
arachnequarius:
think think think think.
something you don't know? hmmmm ~ bees can sting you after they are dead. many spiders mate & kill, not just black widows. if you leave your lawn alone for 10 years you will grow a mini-deciduous forest. restrictive enzymes are used to cut dna so that you can spool it. i'm not wearing any pants.
something you don't know? hmmmm ~ bees can sting you after they are dead. many spiders mate & kill, not just black widows. if you leave your lawn alone for 10 years you will grow a mini-deciduous forest. restrictive enzymes are used to cut dna so that you can spool it. i'm not wearing any pants.
for you for now,
spin your strings as you wish
as you will
cast your line
suffer the pricks
of thorns
of teeth
of uneven things
tear at me
with simple tongues
lash at me with soft hands
use it
lose what you have taken of it
it is free
we push at each
other the pull of
our heart
our one
breath
alone
gone...
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spin your strings as you wish
as you will
cast your line
suffer the pricks
of thorns
of teeth
of uneven things
tear at me
with simple tongues
lash at me with soft hands
use it
lose what you have taken of it
it is free
we push at each
other the pull of
our heart
our one
breath
alone
gone...
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trixel:
I relate to the last stanza.
Where's my flowing thing, son? *looks at you sternly*
Where's my flowing thing, son? *looks at you sternly*
kay:
Indeed. Good choice of hell level. It is something that makes me bonkers as well, but I have gotten much better about it. Being on the Ice, we lose 33% of our memory during the winter, so we carry these litle books called green brains. We keep them to se do not lose information...unfortunately we do not have social green brains. So you have a whole town that will ask the same questions over and over again of each other all winter long. Yep. Like the freaking twilight zone.
~cheers
~cheers
"i should just walk over ther and smack you"
"Haha, now you can see everything, Sahweeet"
we have strange conversations here in the not white north. Tis good.
oh but wait!!! There's more...
We also stumble around, and occasionally over these sorts of things
My Hero, and Saviour all shall bow down and pray at the feet of His holiness, or take a hot french...
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"Haha, now you can see everything, Sahweeet"
we have strange conversations here in the not white north. Tis good.
oh but wait!!! There's more...
We also stumble around, and occasionally over these sorts of things
My Hero, and Saviour all shall bow down and pray at the feet of His holiness, or take a hot french...
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arachnequarius:
see ~ how easy is that? now all you have to do is fly several thousand miles. 
and omg yr hilarious to me. love the entry.
if you had a hammer, would you hammer in the moooorniiiing? (gah - its a song if i sound insane there)
and omg yr hilarious to me.
love the entry.
if you had a hammer, would you hammer in the moooorniiiing? (gah - its a song if i sound insane there)
arachnequarius:
yr a love. thank you. i got all weird in the interim, tho, so it looks acontextual. actually, i love that. so for you,