shit fire, i forgot to do laundry.
not too responsible of me, but with all the drinking and such
at least i'm not yet the bad guy in any of these fucked up peoples lives
not yet, but i give it a week...maybe two
all i need is some warmth, but i won't take it from just anyone
this isn't a choice, just how i... Read More
uhm... yeah. I somehow feel like i've done something bad. I know, from and intellectual point of view, that my actionswordsmotives are honest and without ill intent. somehow, i might be deceiving myself, might be wishing on a star, might be in fact a source of temptation.
not a game to be played. by experience i know it's not the life i want, not the... Read More
I love good people, and i love weird unexpected circumstances.In this, if in no way else, tonight only, i am complete. I wish i could make my life to be something that leaves me feeling like i do now, but, alas, tis not to be. If not now, maybe later, or maybe never.
Some people have completeness to their lives, as an everyday thing. I... Read More
Thank you for your affirmative words re. my little sacrificial gesture which I was rather concerned might appear pretentious and stupid in print.
I like the story about you throwing your watch in the ocean - have I ever told you my story about throwing watches away (I'm pretty sure I've told someone on this site, but can't remember who(m)...)?
Some lovers have the curse and luxury of having 3/4 (or slightly less) of a year to plan prep and prepare for their onslaught. I imagine Winter to be this kind of lover. I imagine She (as I style all the Seasons as female, they're prettier to me) has more than enough time to concoct new and... Read More
ohhhhhhhhh ~ now i want winter to come visit me too. mmmmmm that just sounds divine. although, to be sure, i am not one for the cold. tasting and lusting? yes. the cold? not so much. perhaps it is the longing for warming company that makes the cold so appealing.
You've given me the ability to last through another Winnipeg winter. I knew that one day I would find a Mistress would be justly cruel. Why did I not see her Beauty before this moment?
To quote Pete Seeger (and ironically based on the bible):
To everything, turn, turn, turn
There is a season, turn, turn, turn
And a time for every purpose under heaven
A time to be born, a time to die
A time to plant, a time to reap
A time to kill, a time to heal
A time to laugh, a time to weep
A time to build up, a time to break down
A time to dance, a time to mourn
A time to cast away stones
A time to gather stones together
A time of love, a time of hate
A time of war, a time of peace
A time you may embrace
A time to refrain from embracing
A time to gain, a time to lose
A time to rend, a time to sew
A time of love, a time of hate
A time of peace, I swear it's not too late
magic jeep has decided to come back into the fold, of nominal operational capacity.... maybe.
Gee and only two days of missed work, that won't hurt the paycheck too bad eh?
I woke up at 4:00am last night, utterly pissed that people could even pretend to live the way they do. Abso-fucking-lutely livid, that common dogma has turned an arrogant, and... Read More
So how was polling day in Alaska? Did you have to put on your snow shoes and trudge through the drifts to go and do your civic duty? I don't suppose Senator Kerry was biting his nails awaiting the verdict from the Frontier State... Is Alaska Republican?
I have always always always wanted to go to Alaska. When can I come and visit?