fuck fuck fuck~!
look down, pass out... wake up and it's what weeks, a month or two later. next thing you know i'll be trundling the same lame ass job, but i'll be much better at it, i'll have 2.5 podlings, some pets and fucked subprime mortgage, i'll be 70-80 pounds over my current heavy wieght and will have magically transformed into my dad. without...
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look down, pass out... wake up and it's what weeks, a month or two later. next thing you know i'll be trundling the same lame ass job, but i'll be much better at it, i'll have 2.5 podlings, some pets and fucked subprime mortgage, i'll be 70-80 pounds over my current heavy wieght and will have magically transformed into my dad. without...
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.. and then this one time, at band camp.
...the things we do.
how about take a job in a trade that one has (purposefully) almost zero experience in. Ah the joys of nepotism as seen from the beneficiary. a world of moneys and loyalties and irrationals and contracts. where the whole point is to bring something real into the world, something that has already been imagined, and now it's the task of making...
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how about take a job in a trade that one has (purposefully) almost zero experience in. Ah the joys of nepotism as seen from the beneficiary. a world of moneys and loyalties and irrationals and contracts. where the whole point is to bring something real into the world, something that has already been imagined, and now it's the task of making...
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the long course:
dark days, cold bright shivering days, with little resources but hollow warmth and a robust love to keep the shit from ultimately hitting the fan. the future holds other things, more, and i have a wary eye turned to towards what could be, and what is a highly, massively different way...
of course, circumstances being what they are, we are certainly not...
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dark days, cold bright shivering days, with little resources but hollow warmth and a robust love to keep the shit from ultimately hitting the fan. the future holds other things, more, and i have a wary eye turned to towards what could be, and what is a highly, massively different way...
of course, circumstances being what they are, we are certainly not...
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are there dark days ahead, or is this just the standard holiday funk & cloisterfuck right on schedule? or are these inky clouds on the horizon all signifiying silver linings and hard work for hard won successes?
right now, all i have are the questions, which i suppose is a kindness...
right now, all i have are the questions, which i suppose is a kindness...
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trixel:
thinking about you this morning.
miss_fifi:
Nope, just winter, endless winter. It's freaking cold here in the wine country.... how is it up there for you?
ouch
2 miles doesn't seem too far. unless it's at the plodding pace i set.
2 miles doesn't seem too far. unless it's at the plodding pace i set.
qotd:
"not as tasty as grub worms, but still ok.... crunchy"
"not as tasty as grub worms, but still ok.... crunchy"
listening to 10,000 days with headphones on, really loud. making me crazy in my brain, and slightly psychotic in my countenance.
love it.
love it.
well, 'nuff of that sillyness.
that's right.
i do what i want.
it's my birthday.
repeat as needed.
i do what i want.
it's my birthday.
repeat as needed.
damn the torpedoes...
in a few i'm going to re-begin the process of re-moving back to california. i must have some strange desire to keep returning, keep coming back from far off. truth be told, this time has been a cleverly disguised and successful mission on a suprisingly shortened timeline of only 6-8 months. or however long i've been here.
Packing all my shit, and...
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in a few i'm going to re-begin the process of re-moving back to california. i must have some strange desire to keep returning, keep coming back from far off. truth be told, this time has been a cleverly disguised and successful mission on a suprisingly shortened timeline of only 6-8 months. or however long i've been here.
Packing all my shit, and...
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there is only noise and blather, movies and docudramas where there should only be silence. the things i love about america are sometimes the same things that make me sick.
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why is it my brain saves the best fucked up dreams for 15 minutes before i wake up an hour later than i wanted. on today's dream quote of the month award list is...
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why is it my brain saves the best fucked up dreams for 15 minutes before i wake up an hour later than i wanted. on today's dream quote of the month award list is...
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spanoonoos:
well we can't use it as an excuse to continue our own activities if we let this marketing opp. slip away into silence. that just won't do...
your brain must clearly be against you, holding out like that
your brain must clearly be against you, holding out like that
sunfeather:
You still here?
Your comment on trixel's page about only colliding at parking-lot speed made me smile: me too!
Your comment on trixel's page about only colliding at parking-lot speed made me smile: me too!