it's good to know racism knows no cultural boundaries. in line at the obligatory coffee stand a indian woman railed on and on about how all south east asians in these parts need to learn how to speak english, especially since she comes from a nation where there are 400 languages and if she can learn english so should they, and blah blah blah.... it...
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and now my head is filled to the brim with Nerf.
maybe a content entry in the wings... but don't hold your breath.
TOAD POWER!!!
maybe a content entry in the wings... but don't hold your breath.
TOAD POWER!!!
noir:
*holds breath*
Oh shit. *cheers for TOAD POWER with last of held in breath*
......
*twitches a little*
......
*passes out*
Now look what you've done.
Oh shit. *cheers for TOAD POWER with last of held in breath*
......
*twitches a little*
......
*passes out*
Now look what you've done.
today i have nothing to say.
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noir:
Bummer. Have fun.
spanoonoos:
does that mean you are satiated? if so congratulations. 
i guess it's what it's always been about. what everything essentially tries to convey.
Do what you feel is right, be good, and if not, be what you can. Never let yourself down, never let someone else make these decisions for you. Know lies, but do not speak them to yourself.
Be good.
~~~
to add:
the real blood is sharing words.context.wind.sun.life.
i want to...
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Do what you feel is right, be good, and if not, be what you can. Never let yourself down, never let someone else make these decisions for you. Know lies, but do not speak them to yourself.
Be good.
~~~
to add:
the real blood is sharing words.context.wind.sun.life.
i want to...
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fi_fi:
back on the sunny side
great entry...
of course now everything seems so easy ..hooo...
have an excellent day x
back on the sunny side
great entry...
of course now everything seems so easy ..hooo...
have an excellent day x
jayenh:
Anchorage is a northern suburb of Seattle, silly.
I moved here from state #48.
I moved here from state #48.
what a lovely day. all sunny and warm. i think i shall take a nap. maybe a bit of cleaning.
ok, sorry, just going for the most laconic and understated entry ever.
today i spit out one of the most offensive uses of the english language to ever be heard by human ear. it was most amusing, i laughed.
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ok, sorry, just going for the most laconic and understated entry ever.
today i spit out one of the most offensive uses of the english language to ever be heard by human ear. it was most amusing, i laughed.
Ep.3 @ 12:40. i'll let you...
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noir:
I could be way more offensive than that. Way. Easily, too.
noir:
LIBRA (Sept. 23-Oct. 22): There is no God. God is dead. God is a drug for people who aren't very smart. God is an illusion sold to dupes by exploitative religions. God is a right-wing conspiracy. God is an infantile fantasy clung to by superstitious cowards who can't face life's existential meaningless. JUST KIDDING! In fact, anyone who says she knows what God is or isn't, doesn't. That's why I suggest that you confess what you don't know about God. If you do, ironically, you'll get a direct bolt of communication from God Herself. Now read Adolfo Quezada's prayer: "God of the Wild, you are different from what I expected. I cannot predict you. You are too free to be captured for the sake of my understanding. I can't find you in the sentimentalism of religion. You are everywhere I least expect to find you. You are not the force that saves me from the pain of living; you are the force that brings me life even in the midst of pain."
i guess it's a game of ask and ye shall receive.
now i'm going to go clean up a bit...
now i'm going to go clean up a bit...
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toolgirl:
Aww, good shows are the award for sitting in awful traffic day after day in the semi-big city...
really what i need, is some sleep... but that's boring.
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arachnequarius:
i just looked at yr fantasy - yowza. that is hot.
spanoonoos:
you need sleep?! oh my god! you mean that there is some semblance of normalcy about you?! no, no, no that doesn't go with the angst at all.
mmmmmmmmmm water jets make everything so much better. i gotta use em while i got em. that is DEFINITELY 1 of the things about this house i will miss! good alone or with a a friend.
mmmmmmmmmm water jets make everything so much better. i gotta use em while i got em. that is DEFINITELY 1 of the things about this house i will miss! good alone or with a a friend.
this may sound lame, but i really need to get laid.
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muse25:
lol...you sound like me. I may have stated that in 10 of my journals....
spanoonoos:
who doesn't?! i am so ready to be popped it ain't even funny. it's a dangerous time, but i am tying to enjoy it.
OOoeeeooOOOo
it ain't like i'm off to see the wizard. oh no, not like that at all.
it ain't like i'm off to see the wizard. oh no, not like that at all.
spanoonoos:
no no no. i've always thought of you as more off like prom dress & off your rocker 
From: me, To; Me, 3:33 am (4 hours ago)
RE: FUCK YOU
i'm still in very real danger i think. the dark days seem behind me,
but now i see all that my eyes passed by. I see the time i've lost,
and i don't know how to amend that loss. The goals are all gone now,
all but the memory of how it was...
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RE: FUCK YOU
i'm still in very real danger i think. the dark days seem behind me,
but now i see all that my eyes passed by. I see the time i've lost,
and i don't know how to amend that loss. The goals are all gone now,
all but the memory of how it was...
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spanoonoos:
you're right i do like it. the dogs need a new daddy. wanna be my 2nd husband?
but seriously folks...if you don't like yourself then change. the only thing we have control over is ourselves. people can change and do daily, no matter how slightly it may be.
& it's never too late to go back to school if that's what you really want to do. i was good friends with a man that went back to finish college when he was about 31. he jumped right in to jr college w/ us 18 yr olds. he & i ended up great friends & even graduated from a big school together.
myself, i often wish that i hadn't gone to school. i wish i would have jumped right into trying to be an actor before school took the desire out of me. but it's ok, i learned many valuable things during this time, so it definitely wasn't wasted. you just have to live our life that's all.
to you.
but seriously folks...if you don't like yourself then change. the only thing we have control over is ourselves. people can change and do daily, no matter how slightly it may be.
& it's never too late to go back to school if that's what you really want to do. i was good friends with a man that went back to finish college when he was about 31. he jumped right in to jr college w/ us 18 yr olds. he & i ended up great friends & even graduated from a big school together.
myself, i often wish that i hadn't gone to school. i wish i would have jumped right into trying to be an actor before school took the desire out of me. but it's ok, i learned many valuable things during this time, so it definitely wasn't wasted. you just have to live our life that's all.
to you. I am a weirdo.
and you like it, you all like it a lot.
and you like it, you all like it a lot.
kay:
With extra helpings.
~cheers
~cheers
spanoonoos:
no, sorry, weirdo doesn't do it for me. it's the smart expressive torturred angst ridden part that roped me in. it reminds me of simpler yet more complicated times that i hold very dear.
it reminds me of simpler yet more complicated times that i hold very dear. insert tab A into slot B, fold, insert into slot C.
I less and less feel the need to identify. I drank but a little tonight, but still flt the need to be sick, sick of the habit, sick of the need, sick of the desires. Sicpowered indeed. the fuel that fills me, sickens me, and even if i expel it, i still remain in...
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I less and less feel the need to identify. I drank but a little tonight, but still flt the need to be sick, sick of the habit, sick of the need, sick of the desires. Sicpowered indeed. the fuel that fills me, sickens me, and even if i expel it, i still remain in...
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spanoonoos:
self medication can be invaluable, but it is wise to know when to say when. 
good for you for not blaming the drink. i hate it when people use drugs & alchohol as an excuse for their behavior for these things usually just bring out existing personality flaws or magnify whatever you are already feeling. that's why when planning to trip balls, 1 must make sure that there are no bad vibes in the area for things will surely end in tears. 
you can change if you decide to & take decisive action. any decision worth being made can be made in 7 breathes.
good for you for not blaming the drink. i hate it when people use drugs & alchohol as an excuse for their behavior for these things usually just bring out existing personality flaws or magnify whatever you are already feeling. that's why when planning to trip balls, 1 must make sure that there are no bad vibes in the area for things will surely end in tears.
you can change if you decide to & take decisive action. any decision worth being made can be made in 7 breathes.
kay:
It does make sense. I'm in the same place in a good many ways. Well and truly.
I did get some rest, but no where what I needed. How about you?
~cheers
I did get some rest, but no where what I needed. How about you?
~cheers
~cheers