sicnessinfaith

Being a Manic Depressive person is not a fun thing, it really fucks with one's mind, the fucked up part of it is that it's usually never wrong, and that's what scares me. I'm still sober from everything but now today the happiness is faded away, it's back to being depressed and suicidal I fucking hate it. I am still with Brittany but things seem to be going in a different direction. She constantly believes I will leave her which I won't I love her to death, and then I have to put up with her ex boyfriends who constantly are contacting her trying to get with her and what not, that sure as hell takes a fucking toll on me. I don't know, I just feel like everything is falling apart again. It's never a happy fucking ending for me.