Fuckin Stress kills me, I'm fuckin 21 and I'm losing my goddamn hair, what the fuck? I'm gonna end it with Samantha, I can't handle it anymore, yesterday she pissed me the fuck off, she doesn't accept me for who I am and doesn't support me when I want to persue my love for metal, Ha Anth just called me he is fuckin stoned, HA for the first time that fucker did weed and he is fuckin stoned lmao. Anywho back to my depression, Yeah Sam doesn't support me I can't deal with that. I need someone who will be there for me a 110% and beyond, I can't deal with her not supporting me, This fucking sucks, I don't think I'll ever find someone who will fucking understand me. Fuck that shit, im afraid to be alone but fuck it im sick of all this bullshit, I litterally am losing my fucking hair and whatever hair I got left i fucking rip it out, this is fucking insane, Shit man every relationship after Courtney has fucked me over so bad and has fucking made me do shit i don't want to fucking do, Why did I leave Courtney? To find out that the fucking world is full of bitches? I am fucking litterally sick to my stomach for the shit I go through that I fucking put up with just cause I am afraid fuck that shit, from now on I am gonna be a cold motherfucker with everyone I am sick of all this shit it's total fucking bullshit.
oshareign:
People fall in love with the passion, and then soon realize that they want all that passion directed towards them and them alone. Those people are too needy and demanding and haven't found their true calling yet. Unfortunate as it is and as much as you care for this person, youre probably right within your decision to end the relationship. Believe me one day you will come upon someone who will share in your passion as much as you will in hers. I'm being very optimistic right now and it shocks the shit out of me, considering I'm ending a 4-year relationship with my best friend, not because of this same problem. We support each other in our passions, but a real nasty drug habit took over and I've have lost him to his lies.